The philosophy of my thoughts

I did you the courtesy

-You promised, you pitifully cried on the doorstep of your little steep slope of slippery and jittery hate and self-doubt.

-I want you to remember that promises just like people can be broken and forgotten about, I mumbled as I walked out that golden door of opportunity as I bid my goodbyes from our everyday life knowing that every day might have got the best of you and I as we said our last little poems of love and goodbyes.

Goodbye, my love, I cry now as I write down these words wondering where on this earth you are walking, breathing, and seeing.

I promised you. However, I broke our promise forever, the promise of hardship and bonds. The promise of standing together facing the world together now dissolved, gone with the wind and lost in the sea of pity and self-loathing tipping over the brim of your bathtub as you curled up alone without me.

I feel the hate you feel for me through the gush of cold wind washing over my eyes every day on this cold May however, I never left you, you had left me before I had left you. Leaving me left and set on facing our world without you creating my world. 

So, I did you the courtesy of saying goodbye because you refused of doing me the courtesy, however, I am not petty.