I really don't know how to put my pain into words. Writing isn't my thing, but I have written poems about him. (If you want to read my poems Just ask and I can show you them, and I don't want to say his real name out of respect, so we will just call him Leo.) Leo means so much to me still, but he made it clear that he doesn't want to date again. But hold on... I haven't told you why we ended, have I? Well. Let me tell you... It. Was. Hell.
It started when I asked him if he was boyfriend. He asked,"Do you want me to be?" I replied with a yes and he said,"Then I am." But of coarse, I ruined it and said,"But I don't want to cling on to something with someone who doesn't want to." And then all hell broke, and the truth came out. It turns out Leo was already in another relationship with another girl, and I broke. I felt like my heart was being torn apart, I wanted to throw up, and it was getting harder to breathe. We ended up together through it all because he asked me,"Do you want me to end things with her to show you how much I love you? I will if I have too." And that's when I felt everything get better. But then the next day, everything came crashing down on me.
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Broken as Me- Volume One
RandomThis is just my life and how I've made it through. My friend suggested it and I thought "Heyy, why not?" So... Here I go. This is me. (The title is a Papa Roach song I didn't come up with it) PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS DOES CONTAIN CERTAIN CONTENT THAT...
