𝙂𝙤𝙤𝙙 𝙜𝙤𝙙 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡, 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙩!; genshin impact

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(angst,,, here you go)

POV: Y/N

Days after days I've been locking myself up more often in my room. I don't feel that well, and the fact i skip classes, school days now. My friends, being a bit stubborn as always, have tried to contact me and see if I were okay. Though I wasn't. I didn't like the pressure of having to hang out with each and every single one of them. I just didn't want to make them sad.

I sigh while I threw my pen to the wall, hiding my face in my hands. "God.. You're so useless." I mutter to myself, having a feeling that I swallowed several loads of rocks. (grr bark keep your nsfw away 🥶🥶)

My phone started ringing once I got up.

D̵̢̛̛͎̻̫̟̯̺̽̀̽̀̅͝i̵̛̻͎̯̓͒̏̇̽͂̄̓̐̕͝ḽ̶̩̦̫̦̻̳͌̄̽̓̂ͅu̶̥̥̬̣̬͙̮̪̅̽͊̀̿̍͐̃̃̏̌͜͠c̶̨͕̱͚̜̯̘͓͔̩͖̪̏͐̊̊̐̃̿̃̀͘̕̕ ̶̡̨͙̜̖̬͉̤̘̓̈́͑̾͗̊̽̃͘w̴̫̥͙͍̼̙̹̣̖̲̱͑̎̈́̈́̕ą̸̛͉͖̔͑̌͊̂̍͑̎̚͜s̴̡̛̳͙̲̰͑͘ ̷̠̞̹͕̯̜̃͛c̶̢̡̮̘͔͋̆̃͝å̶̟̝̻̱̜̘̜͓̠̑̀̋̏́͜ḽ̸̺͈͚͊́̃̈́͒̔̀̒̈́́͜ͅļ̴̢̠̺͈͎͎̱͋į̷̞͖̣͉̟͓̥̗͐̾̊͋̅ń̷̨̨̛͔̜͍͓̯͕̪̥̾̍͆̂̆͘͝g̸̙̈̏̿͝͝.̸̡̳͚̪̙̹̹͕̖̙̟̽́͝ ̷̡̩͈̺̪̙̭͙̭͓̮̠͗̆̆̈͊̇̄̌̕͠Ẅ̴̛̝̝̥̫̮̰̬͖̦̜͇̽̈͆̔̉̆̌̈́͊a̴̢̨̡̛̮͙̦͉͈̗͗̐̉̅̑̐̆̐̄̋͜͝s̷̨͇̆͐͜ ̶̢̧̭̼̬̝̼̜̿̇̑͌͐͘͝h̵̢̨̰͇͖͆̓̀͗̇̉͒͊̆̃e̴͚̊̆̓͌̎̇͘ ̶̢̨̛̤͙̦̱͗̐̊̓̽̃̔̉͝͝f̴̛͎͕̻̩̱͇͉̳̲̪̌̈́͗͋͘͘͘͠͝i̶̹̓̆͂͒ͅņ̸͉̥͈̖̠̮̓̓͛̀͐̾̿́̒̕ä̵̡̹̦̩͔̥͎̦̝͈̗̘́̉̍̿͝ļ̷̧͙̠̜͉͓͔̝̻̅̈̉̇͊̽̉̈́̽̈́l̸̝͔̤̳̰̩̲͕̝̣̍͑̊͊͛͐̚y̶̢͔̪̝͉̩̞̭̑̌̈́̏̐͜ ̸̨̀̈ŗ̸̛͕̹̻̮̿e̶̖̻͖̙̭͉̳̱͎̰̣̾́̐́͒̀̄̾͆̈́ͅa̶̲̱͓̪͇̺͙̤̘̿̀͛͊̒ͅd̵͔̐̋̈́͑̌y̸̢̧̢̘̼͉͍̜͔̭̤͙̐͐͐̔͐̄̓͛̑̊́̀ ̴͓̗̃̽ţ̵̗͙̤̹͇̤̭͖͈̉̎͜ọ̴̦̪̰̦̖͚̭̞͚̃̍̇͌͊͒̈́̅ͅ ̷̟͔͖̙͖̯̺͔͖̀̓̊ͅͅr̴̡̢̰̘̤͇̰̭͚͎͋̌͜e̵̛̬̝̩̖̦̙̻̼̓͊̊̚͜͠ä̵̛̤̿̋͊̊̀͝͝l̸̡̯̖̙̋̃̿i̵̧̫̫̼̰͖̎̋̀ͅz̶̡̮̙͎̱̋̒̑͊͑͊̾̓̿ē̴̖͙̮͔͖͇͙̭̺̟̇͂͌̈́̽̒͝ ̸̨͉̥̺̩̏͗͐͌̾͂̈̑Ǐ̵̱͆͐͌̿́̚ ̸̧͎̲̥͖̟̟̯̫͐̀͂̀͜͝f̴̡͔͇̯̦͖̤̗̹͌́͜e̶̺̩̰̣̭̣̹̟͈͔̼͛́̄̾̓̊́͐ļ̴̨͔̟͇̈̈́͂̋͝ͅt̸͎͉̼̞̲͕̳̺̣̤͉̆̀̿̒͆̿̋ ̸͈̟͎̮͍̤̝̈̈́̈́̃́̿̑͗l̶̢̖͉͂̍̀̾͂̕į̴̞̘͉̯̝̰̻̇͌̒͊̋̚̕͜ḱ̵̤̤̲̱͎͉͓͔͓̻̑̂e̴̞̥͇̻͂ ̷͈̠͔̖̫̥̺̟̜̜̣̄͂̽͋̎s̶̜͚͙̗͓̺̖̭̹̰͙̬͒͑͑̂̆̆̇̐̄̏̋͝h̴̩̫̤̲͉̯͖̣̠͖̓͆͌ǐ̶͙̳̠̗͛̑͗ͅt̷̛̛̘̺̤͇̯̞͍͒̐̇̅̉͌̈́͗͒?̷̡̨̬̫̲̝̐̃̍̕͝

𝐎𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭, 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦?

T̴̢̡̧̧̧̨̻̞͓͖̮͙̩̜̼͔̺̲̞̜̯̼̜͔͚̻̱̺͍̺̜͎̪͉͉̣͚̬̖̻͖͕͔̗̬̫̙̹̙̼̳̜̱̩͈̪̭̥̆̌̔̅̇͐͗̆̂̾̈́̌͂̅͌͛̄̐̄̊̍͑͑̈̋͊͌̏͑͊̉̈́̄͆́̒̀̓̓̋̃͆̄̃͘̚̕͝͠͝͠͝͝͝ͅͅͅḩ̷̛̛͕͙͙̖̙̝̖̥̜͉͎̻̫̫̹͙̙̒̓̉̈́̊̋͒͛̒̿̾̋̒̌̓̑̐͐̐́̃͗̽͆̊̓̎̒̏̀͛̋̉̐̔̾͌̌͌̋̏̀͌͆̏̈́͗̇̓̿͒͌̏̆̅̉͒͂́̐͂͌̐̈̔̅̐͛̅̒͆̔̈́́͂͌̇̒̕̕̕͝͠͠͠͝͠ȩ̴̛̞̗̝͕̮̺͍̩̼̩̘͔̩̩̦͇͓͉̘̟͖̹̠̺̩͇̜̟͎̂̈́̍̓̂̓̈͊̓̅͘̕͝͝͝ͅͅỹ̸̡̡̢̡̧̧͕͈̹̲̥̻͖̼͍̳͙̯͍̜̲̯͙̰̬͖͔̬͇͔̣͉͚̹̬̳̺̝̟̳̞̮̻̥̳͚̼̩̙͇̖̗͕̳̹̙̬̣̣͖̠̄͐̊͜ͅͅͅ ̵̨̨̢̨̨͕͕̠̯͚̟̖̬̖̭̟̤͇̹͔̙͙͎͓͇͙̫͕͇̳̺̙̲͙̩̼̘͖͔̭̝̦͍̟̫̹̱̻͖̠͉͖̘̪̣͙̖̻̭̠͖̻͈̼̼̠͓͔̥̯̳̹̪̥̟̼̏̇̅͗̎͜͜ͅͅͅͅͅä̴̡̢͚͍͔̫̥̤͔̭͖̟̮͎̱͖́͑͌̇̏̓̑̽̈̒̀̊̽̂̿̐̑͒̏̈́̽̈͆̔͗̋̿̔̆͊̃̓̍̈̓̿̑͊̽͌̐͒̆̍͗̏̉̐͊̑̾̈́̃̀͂͑͊̐̈̚̚͘̕͘̕͘͝͝͠͠͝͝l̴̨̨̨̢̨̨̨̡̧̛̛̗̘͎̱̙̠̲̘̪͇͇̫͔͈̱͎͓̫̠̠̭̤͎̗̻͔̘̝̭̦̯͚͈̝͖͓̻͈͚̫͉͈̘̬̤̘̄̅̑̀̔̽̎̈́̿̍̓͛͌̔̅̈́̓́͂̊̈́̂̆̓̆̈́̎͐̍͐́̉͊͑̏̊̂̀̉̏̔͑̉͘̕͘͘͜͝͝͝͝͝͝͠l̴̢̨̨͍̭̩̭͖͍̖̦͈͓͈͇͚̭̲̱̮̟͇̪̞͖̹̳̼̤͑͂̈͌̈́͌̑̈͋͆̾͂̓̄̍̉̑̈́͊̏̎̎̀̈̉̎̔̂̊̈́͌͛̑̒̌͐̀̈́͆̆̾̎͂̈́̈̓̈͊̀͋̓̈́̂̉̿̀̄̄̒̓̆͐̏̓̒͌́͛̋̆̈́̃̀̇͒̒̒̑͑̉͋͊̏̀͘͘͘̚͘͜͜͝͝͝͠͝͝͝͝͠ͅ ̷̧̧̢̨̢̡̢̡̡̨̡̨̼̤͙̣̖̘̹̩̹̥̭͓͚̹̩̝̯̙͙̬̪̱̹̰̣̮̬̘̤̲̪̦̳͍͈͙̼̟̹̘͍͖̹̺̟̙͈͖̦̮̯̺͖̞̣͚̥̰͖͙͎̱͇͈̩̣͔͚͖̜͙͖͍͉̩̬̹̟̤̣͕̤͕̜̇͆̓́̾̌̓̄͜͜͜͜ͅm̴̛̛̩͎͖͕̝̱̞̘͓̹̖̝̱̹̣̣͔̦͙̳̥̒͒̄̒́̆̍̐̆̓͆̎̑͆̌̑́̄̇́͛̌̎͒̀͋́̑̀̓̋̾͆̉̈̇̉̀͋̋̐̈́̑̃̓̍͗͊͗̈́͊͗̀̾̏̃͌̍̈̐͆́͗͗̓̎̓͛͒̉̋͒͑͘̕͝͝͝͝͠ͅa̴̧̧̡̡̡̨̡̨̧̢̛̛̛͍̯͈͉̠̹̲̗̙̣̲̖̪̜̱̮͚͉̟̪̤͖̤̼̤̩̱͖̹̻̖͎̖̲̪̹̺̬͓̼̺͓͓͓̯̣̬̖͇̳̗̙̘̰̘̺̹̳̻̘̐͗̌̀̃̈́̑́͋͑͗͆̒͛̽̑̊̂̈́̐̂͑̀̊͐̔͐̄̊̇̓͒̑̅͂͆͊̊͊̐̽͂̈̆̌̀̊̉̈́͘͘͘͘̕͘̚͜͠͝͝͝͠͝͝ķ̸̨̡̛̛͚̭͓̫͇̥̭͍̻̳̰̮̟̞̯͓͖͖̞̳͚̘͚̰̩͇̜̖̦͙͇̘̬̹̑̔̓͛̀̾͐̇̾̾̈͌̈́̊̑̊̈́̀͋̈́̿͑̏̏̂͑̌̊̀̃̽̔̿̓̿̆̅̅̇̓̕̚̕͜͜͝͝e̴̡̠̰̲̝͔̬̞̪͖̳̟̙͇̲̲̙͕͚̥͎̱̬͕̿̑͂̈̂͐͋̾̒͒̑̈́̑͌͠ ̷̧̢̡̰̥̫͙̗͇̰̜̠̮̗̤͇͍̘̘͎̼̙͗̈͌͒́͂̎̅̆͊̅͋̂̑͆̑̒̆̈̾͌̈́̀̏͗̉̀̃͛́͗̈́̃̓͐̃͗̑̽̕̕͝͠m̵̡̧̧̧̢̨̛̛͚̦̺͈̣̜̝̻̬̺̮̲̠͙̳͔̻̥̞͙̯̬͍̺̜͕͉̝͚̣̗͈̼̮̖̘̲̹̳̜̮̙͓̱͕̥̦͖͍͈̠͇̑̿̔̂̒̽̒̓̇̃̎̈͋̾̉̓̀͑̂̎̌̇̅̍͗̓͛̄̕͜͝͝͝͠ͅͅͅȩ̵̨̡̛̞̰̠̺̥͔͕̣̭͓̗͙͍̭̠̠̣̞̗̙̹̻͕̦͎̜͓̭͎̠͈͎̞͈̪̣̗̰̫̲̣͈͕̙̺̭̙̼̤̪̯̥̯̤̤̣̞̩͙̮̫͙̟̣̣̮̤̺̟̞͚̻͓̱̥͎̝̭̹̰͎͆̇̿̍̾̒̄͒̾̍̓̈́͗̈́̄͂̽͊̎̓̉̾̾̉͛̎́̇̌̀̈̌̋̌̅̀̈͒̕̕̕͜͜͝͝͠͝ͅ ̸̡̨̢̱̟̲̲̖͚̙͍͔̭͔̙̪̖̥̩̯̺͍̣̼̘͇̯̈̈̋͛́̾̀̀͛̏̉̊̊̊̅̍̃̄͒̀͒̈́̀͌̃͋̅̓̔̓͂̑̅̔̄͐̒͊́͗̊̀̈́͋̌̏͂̓̆̑̅̏͂̆̈́̾̑͐͌͋̈́̽̓̿͛̄́̑͛͐̎͌͐̚̚͜͜͠͝͠͝͠͝f̶̧̨̱̼͉̦̯̯̗̲͙̹͓̥̻̻͉̰̦͉̼̭̻̲̦͚̩̜̱̙̝̰̈̾̓̑̔͛̃̓̊̓͛̽̎̈́̈́͌̋̒͐̄̐̍͒͝ͅę̴̢̨̛̻̙͓̜̲̺͉̭̘̼̰̞͖̤̳͕͔̻̼̱̩͛̐̑̇͌̎͑͊͌̈͆͗͒̊͐͋̂͋̌̿̃́̔͐̌̇̎̈̔̓́͛͛̓̈̊̓̉̈́͗̈́̓̂̽͂̌͘͘̚͠͝ę̵̨̡̧̧̹̟̹͈̳̩̟̙̼͕͍̠̯̣̮̥̜̱̘͓̟̤̹̦͓̺͔̫̙̻̻̣͍̤͙̗̲̠̟̯͓̼̩͕̦̙̿͌͆͊̌̓̋̓̿́̋́̽͆̊̐̅̔̓̔̎̏̓͊̀̅̐̾̔͛̇̌̎̈́̋̏̑̔̄̐̓͗̍́̋̎̈́̈̾̕͜͜͠͝͝͠͝͝ͅĺ̷̢̡̨̡̨͇͕̘͕̮͖͔̖̪͍͕͉̭̖͍͉͙̖͈̲̫̙̥̯͇͚̼̮̳͍̥͚̪͙͍̙͉̮̖̥̟̩̞̤̣̮̪̜̹̭̩͕̻̥͖̉̾̓͋̌̎͂͂̊̕͜͜͠ ̸̡̨̧̡̨̡̛̛̥̩̜͚̥̰̱͈͈͇̮̝̺͔͙͈͕̤̖̤̖͈̤̠̺̯͚̗̦̪̩̘̤̹̦̣̣̺̩̻̹͉̞̰̻͚̥͔̣͚̠̼̬̫̦̼̩̮̰̤̩̫̜̯̖̬͔̱̱̲͈͎̝̦̥̜̲̬̰̲͊̉̃͌͗̈́́́̇̿͌̇̊͑͊͊͂̑̓́̋̾̀̓̋͋̈́̓̿͋͒̿́̉̿̆̾̇͛͆̋̿̃̀́̂̈́̂̈͗͛̄͐̅́͂̆̉̿͆̇̔̈̏̍́̃͒͒͌̃̈́̌͊́͆́͆̓̌̾̊̓́̈̽̋̈͒̊̂̿͘͘̕̕͜͜͝͠͝͝͝͠͝͝͝͝ͅͅs̵̢̨̢̡̧̧̢̛̛̳̦̲͉̲͕͇͕͉̮̟͔̳̭̝̮͍͓͎̻̟̰̦͕̲͚͖̙͎̝͐̌̿̾̄̃̀͆͛̇̒̌̐̊̓́͗̅̄̑͊̓̀̈̿̍͂̊̽͗̒̆̾̐̓͗̚͜͜͜͝ͅͅͅͅợ̴̡̧̨̢͎̮̝͍̱̲̭͖̥̜̩͕̥̠͍̲̫̪̠̳͇̠͔̪̜̖̹̮̗̩͈͙̠͓̗̬̙͖͍̯̼̬̺̠̭̝̭͓͗̀͛͂͗̓̈́̓̎̃͐̀̏̒́̽͂̀͋̾̍̑͂̇̒̐̇̾̇̈́̓̅̈́̌͂̒́̎̂̃͋͛͗̔͐̏͜͜͜͜͝͝ͅͅ-̵̢̢̢̢̧̧̨̧̠̭͓͓̩͕̬̞̦͎̬̥̯͙͙͉̙͖̣̤̜̝͇̤͚̱̜͙͍̖̝̞͔̥̫͖̭͍̮̞͈̗̪̝̻̞̜̼̞̲̳̥̗̣͈̞̲̟̳̣͉̯̫̟̲̹͓̘̫̮̹̮̣̣̼͉͕͍͇̩͎̫̞͙̹͖̜̬̯̝͐͗̃̀̀̐̈́̈̉̆͋̃̑͌̏͂̅̈͗̾͘͜͜͠͠͝ͅͅ