Not faking it

Eating disorders

⚠️ eating disorders ⚠️ 

In todays world

Looks mean more than personality 

You either have to be thin

Or thick in only the right places

Some people though

Weren't born thick or thin 

We were born normal

But we want to be beautiful 

So we stop eating

Or we purge

Or both

We say we have it under control 

But do we?

I mean sure at first we do

But what happens when you get used to the feeling of being empty?

What happens when the thought of food starts making you feel nauseous?

And when eating more than 300 calories a day makes you feel fat?

But still, we say we have it under control

We say what we want to believe 

Even though deep down we know we the truth

We know its not under control 

We watch as our bodies grow thinner

And even once we hit our ideal weight 

Which is always set too low

We don't start eating again

Because of the fear that we will gain weight