chris evans / steve rogers imagines :)

good 4 u

a/n: IM SO ABSOLUTELY OBSESSED WITH OLIVIA AND ALL HER SONGS. turned good 4 u into a monologue so enjoy.

it has been 2 weeks since steve and i broke up. we got into a really big fight about how i can never replace peggy and he ended things. i walk into a garage and see steve kissing some blonde girl. tears brim my eyes and she leaves. i see steve press his back against a wall and i look around to make sure no one else was there. i creep out from behind the corner and he sees me

steve: y/n?

me: steve don't bother. good for you i guess you moved on really easily

steve: y/n wait a minute-

me: you found a new girl and it only took a couple weeks. remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world?

steve: i still do babe wait

me: it's my turn to fucking talk! i yell holding back tears i guess that therapist i found you, she really helped. now you can be a better man for your new girl

steve: she- she is not my "new girl"

me: good for you rogers. you look happy and healthy. not me. if you ever cared to ask. your doing great out here without me. i wish i could even think about doing that. i've lost my mind. i've spent the nights crying on the floor of my bathroom. but no you're just so unaffected. i- i really don't get it but i guess good for you. you really did it. who was she?

steve: her name is sharon

me: sharon who

steve: don't make me do this

me: WHATS HER GODDAMN LAST NAME

steve: she's peggy's niece

me: oh you've got to be kidding me steve i shake my head in denial. it's like we never even happened.

steve: you need to calm down you're being way too emotional right now

me: "maybe i'm too emotional"!? i put air quotes or maybe rogers, YOU JUST NEVER CARED AT ALL. you're doing great out there without me, like a damn sociopath.

steve: i still love you baby please-

me: good for you i guess you moved on reslly easily i say finally breaking. tears flow down my check and i walk out. he grabs my arm and turns me around

steve: now it's my turn. i wanted to ask you but i- with the way things ended i didn't wanna make it any worse. and me kissing sharon- i- i thought it would help me get over you. but it didn't. i felt nothing. i'm so fucking in love with you it hurts me his voice sounded like he was about to cry i think of you every night, every morning, and ever hour in between. peggy is gone. i've had to live with that fact for a while. yes okay i'll never forget her and i won't stop telling stories about her. but i'll never forget you. and if you leave me too i- i don't know what i'll do with myself.

i blankly state at him just before i go up and kiss him. sparks fly and i felt like myself again.

-captainevans_