At those sleepover I'm never sleeping but when 2 am hits you're all out
Like a log
Like a thump
Like sleepers
But one single creak will keep me awake
Because I don't feel safe
No, I feel out of place
I always sleep alone
So when we get together for pillow fights and fun I prepare for an all nighter
But once I wish that
Sleep would come
Safety
Peace
So I can say
Just one time
That I actually slept over at your house
And didn't wander around
Trying not to make a sound
Trying to waste time
Counting the hours till you wake
Then I think back to that one person who would make me feel safe
In his presence
In his arms I could sleep
I fell
I fell hard for this dude and now I can't sleep with anyone else
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PoetryMy life. Kinda intense. And private I just needed to let go of it. But be respectful please bc that is my up and downs and it might seem really bad or really good but just remember we all live a different life and this is me trying to live mine to t...