Cruel Reality

Your First Love

"Tzuyu."

"Yeah?"

"Wouldn't it be nice if we're together?" Tzuyu averted her eyes at her side. Where Sana is currently standing.

"You mean?"

"Together" Tzuyu's mouth form an 'o'. "Right.. I still don't understand" Sana snickered a small giggle.

"It's alright. I don't understand it too. It just came out from my mouth"

"Okay."

Not long after, Sana suddenly raised her pinky finger.

"Tzuyu."

"Yeah?" Tzuyu gave her a confuse look. "Promise me." Sana took her wrist and make their pinky fingers form a 'chain' like. "Promise what?"

"It's our promise. But it's just me who knows it" out of the blue, someone slowly clapped from their backs.

Sana immediately composed herself before turning her back.

"Congratulations! Your first love" with a sarcasm tone, Mina stated.

Sana glared at her before nervously laugh. "Hah, Tzuyu just promise something to me"

"Like, she'll only love you?" Tzuyu shook her head. "What? Sana told me i promised her something. But i don't know what it is"

"It's because you're her first love!" Tzuyu actually don't take things like this seriously. She takes it as a joke. Usually, Sana often joke about love.

So she thought that it's still a joke from the two older.

"Myoui! I swear! Go away!" Sana playfully pushed Mina away before whispering things in her ears

"You just ruined my moment. I'm telling you" Sana whispered with a hint of irritation before Mina sweetly smiled at her.

It was probably a tease.

After Mina fully left, she came back to the place where Tzuyu is.

"Did you shoo Mina-unnie away?" Sana nods.

"She's teasing me. I can't stand her anymore" Sana shook her head in distress, while Tzuyu giggled.

"Did you.." Sana mumbled to herself.

Ah, she was falling even harder for being with the younger everyday.

Who would've even thought she'll fall in love with this latter? It was just pure friendship before.

She cares alot, talks a lot, and most especially being with her friends alot.

But having feelings for Tzuyu is a different type of discussion.

She even read novels just to sure that she's really indeed inlove with Tzuyu.

Trying to research everything

What is love?

What even does it feels like?

Moreover, after her research. She found out that she indeed fell too hard for the latter.

Would Tzuyu even catch her?

Nevertheless, Sana will never get tired of her.

She can wait.

Right?

The next few weeks are just the usual weeks.

Laughters

Farewells before going home.

But today was different.

For Sana.

At least, she just wanted to disappear.

Why is she even feeling things like this?

It's making her insane!

In her memories, from the novels she have read from the past months.

It was called Jealous.

Jealous?

Sana never felt a thing. But it feels insane! It was making her uncomfortable seeing Tzuyu laughing with someone she can't even name. It was merely killing her.

Drowned in her thoughts, Sana looked away.

Why does it even feels like.. She wanted to disappear?

Moreover, she describe it as a what-the-fuck feeling inside her heart and mind.

"Oh.. Hi Sana!" with a bore face, she turn her back seeing Jihyo worryingly looking at her expression.

"You could kill someone with your look. What's the matter?"

"Ah, it's nothing"

"I don't believe a such thing. What's wrong?" by remembering what she have just witnessed made her roll her eyes. "It's Tzuyu"

"Did she make you mad?" Sana nod. "She did"

"What did she do? She shouldn't make her unnies--"

"Hi Jihyo-unnie!" with a cheerful tone.

"Oh. Here she goes... Yah. Tzuyu-ah. You made Sana upset. What did you do?" Tzuyu's brows crease.

"Oh.. Did i?" asks Tzuyu, referring to Sana.

Sana rolled her eyes.

"Maybe she's not in the mood" Jihyo shrug. "Maybe. Hey"

"What?" Sana mumbled with a sarcastic tone. "I'll go ahead you two. Hey, Sana. Don't be mad over small things" Sana gave her a small smile.

Jihyo walked away.

Tzuyu was planning to do the same, when Sana immediately grab her wrist.

"Did i told you I'm done with you?"

"N-no? Is there.. Something you'll say?" Sana scoff. "Hah, who are you with earlier anyways? You made me stand here like an idiot watching you two laughing and close to loose breaths"

"Did i.. Told you to stand here?" again, Sana scoff. "Wow, Chou. You should've told me something like 'oh sorry Sana. It won't happen again'"

"I'm sorry"

"Just don't do it again."

"Okay."

"Okay, let's go" with a smile on her lips, Sana nod.