Break Apart

CHAPTER #15(confessing but not proven)

*SHYRENEJJ*

-Thara (POV)-

After we eat I forced my grandparents to stroll but they just refuse.Ram offering to come with me,since the morning weather was good  we walked seaward.

"Now I know what's the reason why you be acted like that from the whole year you prisoned"-I said while smiling- " You know what I'm so curious before if who's that lucky one that makes you grumpy"-he look at me caustically-"ah! I mean lonely"

"So, I been always there in your mind?"-he ask me in a derisive look-

"Ah! it's just ah!" shit! I stuck

"Thara the weather was good"

"And so?"

"I hope your words make me good too"

We both stop.I can't notice that we been aloof

"What do you mean,Ram?"-I ask him full of curious-

I heard that he sighed deep"Thara"-he call my name.I don't know but I felt something when he did that it's so differ from before now I felt most presentiment,full of excitement at the same time thrill.I don't know it's varied.

"Thara I lied"-he was nervous
My heart throb fast when I heard that words.
"That night ah!"-he stop-

"just say it.Don't be panic"
He continue"Thara, I remember everything that I did.Yeah I'm drunk but I'm not oblivious"

"You mean the night when you came on my room lest drunk?"

"Yeah"-he said faintly-

"Then why do you need to lie?"-I ask disgustedly.I stuck on his next words-

"I thought that...... it would be a one thing reason that will help me to prove my feelings.Thara I'm not sure if this feeling what I've feel for you is love or not.I need you but doesn't mean as my coverall.In just a two weeks that I won't see you I felt like everything began to back.At night I want to talked to you but I think you're weary that time.When I saw the overseer I chased him just to talked at the same time to get advices he said that if my feelings was scruffy I need to take time"He smirk"the most thing annoyed me when he emit a full glass of wine I don't want It to take but he forced me.I felt changes when I take that, something like my system gonewild.I think you that night that's why I hurriedly came then,"-he stop again-

"Then? are you still remember your next fool step did?"-I'm acted like wrath-

"Of course!"

I take a deep sigh"Ram gins doesn't ever help you in your problem.You will sorry for your did?"

"Ah! I don't know not really"

"What? you kissed me Ram and you won't say sorry"

"Thara,my face accidentally approach you 'cause I felt dizzy that time when my eyes dropped on your lips it was so enticing that's why I kiss you.Fine sorry!"

"You're not sincere"

"'cause I don't want to be sincere"-I swipe him strongly-

"You bring me bad luck today"

"I confessed it was a bad luck for you?"

"It's not proven"-I wondered when his face become serious.I surprised when
he  pulled my waist then he hug me.Shit! I stuck again

"If  you grant me, I wish that until my feelings wasn't proven you will still being what you on me.And if ever that it's cleared don't worry I will courting you first.I will be honest on you,I'm not totally fine but when I'm with you I really become fine,Thara."

"Your words seems proven,Ram"

"We just take a time knowing most each other don't be hasten to enter in a relationship"

After his words he hug me again I don't know but, that time I felt that I'm floating in  galaxy.I'll never tried to felt this before mostly, to felt love on somebody's I've met in just a days.But to prove that loving was so good my heart seems to melting.I'll never ask for having a friend sooner............'being my boyfriend'.Gosh! prior but I felt that it's proven.

I'm levitating!