Break Apart

CHAPTER #6 (I need you)

*SHYRENEJJ*

N❤I❤G❤H❤T T❤I❤M❤E

-Ram (POV)

"how, how can I make it??"
"how, how can I make it?"
"how, how can I make it"
"how, how can I make it?"
Her words still reverberating on my ears.Honestly,I'll still confusing why her? but,the fact that I been so misery to flee my self never tried to plead instead to heed.She's different! and she's not the type of person that anybody's can disintegrate easily. when you look into her eyes you will notice that it is full of positivity and she must aware in consorting ,She's the type of girl that not provocative. everything on her was ecstatic.

At my spot now,regression at my past still on just past.My mind most focusing on her though,I don't like her well, I'm such a fool to felt love in just a past-fewest days.My life was hectic but when I met her it become greatly disarranged what would be her role in my life?

I swiftly stow my mouth of food but I puke when I tried to do this shit! what the hell happening to me?.I cease eating and I started to shelve but,I stopped doing this when I think Thara She maybe done in eating? what if I bring her food? -Fuck! I'm weird!- well, I said that I will visit her timely so, I guess there's no wrong about it.

I wrapped those leavings and for an instant I came to my room to swap apparel and when I dropped I step right-away towards her.When I rightly stand on her door I knocked quickly and it will open also immediately.I wear a smile as my presence but oh,well! I'm wrong with my presumption because her overseer is the one who open the door.

"Yes, Sir?"-he ask while smiling-

"ahh! I'm here for----"I stuck my words when I heard Thara speak

"who's that?"
Thara said and then the overseer look at me with a curiosity

"I'm Ram,sir!"

"ahh! yeah! I remember you.Right! you're that Ram!"-he said-

I looked at him with inquiring but he was just wearing a smile on me

"Ma'am you're friend visiting you"-he said but his eyes was on me-

"is that Ram?"-Thara ask-

"Yes, Ma'am.........Oh! come in Sir,Ram"-he said then he must open the door widely-

"Thank you"-I smiled-

"Oh! Ram what made you come her.......Again?"

"Ah! I'm just bringing you food here!"-I said while waving the food on my hand-

"Wow! is that an effort?"-he ask in a wide smile.Shit! she haven't eyes because of that fucking smile!

"Not really"
her face become faint"Ah! well, it's just my leavings.I can't afford to eat that so,I'll bring you some."-I said while placing the food on plate-"Here!.Eat well"-I smiled-

Our face started to meet-up when she also look at me.
we're still on that position when the overseer coughing.Shit! why would I tried to gazed her.

"Ma'am I'll go ahead.I had some things to do"

"Thank you.Take care"

"I'll be Ma'am."

Before he go he look at me"Mr.Ram good-luck for your task!"he smiled then he step crossing back.

I looked Thara interrogatively but she just shaking her head.

"Why did he know me?"-I ask-

"what?"he act innocently

"Thara, tell me I'm not going to be resent or stifling just..... tell me."

"you're not getting mad?"she confirming-

"Of course! why would I be mad"

"Well,I'm just curious when I met you that night so, I ask him if he know you"

"Then, he said that he know me?"

"Of course he's the overseer.He must know all the people guesting here."

I laugh"but the manager and owner didn't know her guest,yet."-she peeved because of what I said-"Ops! sorry I didn't mean that"

"You know what it's because I'm busy!"-she said emphatically-

"busy for what.? for Induing happiness for the people like me?"

"Did you come here for rasping me?"

"Of course not!"

"then stop your vexation"

"sorry.Anyway,how's your limbs?"

"somehow,I can step trig now!"

"that's good"

"Ram, I'm done eating"

"and so?"

"can you present your hand for helping me going to kitchen sink"

"You can do that by your self"

"what?"

"lately you told me that you can step now systematically so why would you still requesting my help.You need to do this......alone! for practicing also.It must be better to get better you know!"

"ruthless"-she raised her comer lips-

"I'm not ruthless I'm just helping you to get better"

"you won't!"-I snarl- "because you just doing this for your own self"

"Of course not!.Ok fine, for the end of this wrangle.I will help you"- I said emphatically she must surprised when I touched her waist-

While walking she continuously speaking.Well, It's also in a some way that she could be different from the other girls because she's talkative.

"You're such a wordy girl."-I gazed her meaner-

"I'm just curious about what you acted"
We stop in walking and she looked at me with full of sincerity

She persistently speak "I guess what,you don't need me now as what I've noticed in every time that you acted and speak I felt that you're fine"

"Partly but not totally"-I sincerely said- "looked Thara the reason why I started to change it's because of you"

She laugh"how can you say that.Tell me what would be my role onto your life?.You don't even know what part on me could help you but,you still pushing that I'm the only one who can help you"

"you shewed me that there was having another chance.I won't also know how too? and that's the reason why I need you.I thought, you will try to help but the ending still the same"-I said listless-

"I will help you but don't try to expect more thing that I can do."-She wear a forced smile-

"Ram, thanks for the food"-she said while washing the plate-

"It's just a simple thing rather than my favor on you.Can I help you doing that"

"no I can."

"okay"

After on what she did we started to step backward.I hold her hands again after reaching her sofa.

"Thara, maybe I need to go out now so just you can take a rest"

"okay.Thanks for the food again"-she smiled on me-

"it's just my leavings.Welcome"

"I'm saying 'thank you' you don't need to remind that on me"

I laugh drastically how cute? because of that reaction

"Sorry.Have a good dream tonight"

"Because of you it won't ever happen.Bye"-She forcedly push the door for closing-

The smile still remains on my faced even I reaching my room I hope I can also made a happy dream tonight.