Break Apart

CHAPTER #19(Ram avid in kiss)

*SHYRENEJJ*

-Thara (POV)-

I have a plan to ask him if he want to be my escort but my fools heart started to felt panic that's why my face at the same time blushing so,the fucking ending he leave! while I'm stuck.
I walk disgustedly we such like in a stage of  being MU but still, it's too hard to address in front of him.
I  started to walk again towards his room.I knocked but he didn't open, I did it how many times but still the same is he deaf? I murmuring invective.
I do it at once,but just still Fuck! I'm tired knocking! I hate this fucking deaf man!
I'm so disgusted but I tried to calm my self.I take a deep sigh first.
I decided to speak than to knock since he won't hear it

"Ram!"

"Ram!"

"Ram!"
I call him three times at for the last time he respond

"The door was open just get inside"-he shout what the hell is he doing?

I scarcely touch the doorknob and Fuck! yeah, it's open stupid Thara why don't you just to twist this from the very start? you did your own risk! I murmured disgustedly

I enter his room in fairness it must better now than before? I uttered after I witness his room

"Ram! where are you?"-I ask when I won't notice him within his room-

"I'm bathing just wait me there"-he shout-

"okay"I said faintly

I'm not contented to rolled my eyes gazing his room I want to enter where  his beds are, but it's not right! even though we're friends It doesn't mean that can I do now! what I want to do.Yeah! I'm the manager but the room is on him 'cause he is the guest.

After a passing minutes,as I expected when he out from washroom his lower  part of body  are just wrapped of towels. I thought I can try to nod-off his fucking body! but I'm a big shit wrong.I swallowed fast and I nod just to didn't see him my ruddy-faced.

"Thara, I'm sorry for your minutes that wasted because of me"

"No! you won't waste my time"

"well, there's something that you need?"

I'm acted like peeve because of he said
"So, My just reason for coming here if  I ever need you"

He's words seems like impediment "A-ah! N-no ah! I-I just mean that what is your  reason for coming here"

My brows fix to connect again
"your words mean the same,Ram"-I said while mostly shrug-

He just say sorry but not so sincere,In fact the thing I noticed on his handsome face was the way he act lately, he just been stammer but now I gazed that his such must mocking.

He walk towards me but the grin remain on his face.I surprised when he pulled my waist close to him.My eyes open widely because of shock! when he started to speak each words existed from his soft lips  can really make me blushed at the same time melt shit! how can stop my self to nod-off his fatal words and look?.
I keep my hands behind my back so that I can stop my self to touch his stony chest.

"Thara"-he murmured close to my ears-

"Ah! Ram"-I'm acted to quit but he muchly pulled my body close to him.I can't hide my nervous.Now, I really felt his body mixing come with mine.I'm acted so over because he just wrapped how can I be fine?.

"Thara"-again he murmur-

"Ram W-what are you d-doing? let go off me!"Fuck! I'm so nervous

"I missed your lips"

"W-what?"my eyes keep widely

He didn't answer me instead his face sudden pulled closed to me and fuck! the next thing happen he kissed me.FUCK SHOCK!
Because of shock my hands swiftly touch his chest ops! it's not my meant!
I step-back when he bite my lower lips

"Ouch!" I murmured

"Sorry"he said

I felt that I'm blushing that's why I swift to turned my back
"Ah! I'll go ahead.....Bye" I said

I'm rightly walking when he uttered
"Thara I maybe sorry because I did it without your permission but, I'm not be sorry it's because I did it"

I really blushed!.
I exit that room while holding my heart.In just a minutes or second I felt that my heart will jump to him.

Again........I  forgot to ask him
You're so stupid Thara!