"the pressure and burden borne is too heavy for me then every thing that have been released and set free"
The book for freedom from depression.
nobody know how hurt you feeling, You only need one person to hug you when you are sad, desperate, a...
I realize something wrong with me? My mom tell me, i am SPECIAL! my friend tell me i am monster! I dont understand what them mean i am monster? My mom say i am little princes have there is a horn on the head, and mom say That's nothing to worry about. I little confuse? because my mother speaks differently my friends speak differently.
At home, I wonder why at home I don't have a mirror, in fact at school there are so many mirrors.And i say my friend how can i see my self? If you no have mirror, them laugh because them say i crazy,it is impossible that there is not a single mirror in their house, they said,and have someone answer my request. She said look at your black shadow on your wall and you will see what you are like.
I went home, and at 7:00 exactly, the lights started to turn on and I pretended not to do weird things so that mom didn't realize that I wanted to see how I looked ?.
I also stood up and turned to cover the light so that my shadow could be reflected on the wall, and after that you know what I saw ?.
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This? Its me OMG,,,??
This my reaction first time see my self!!! This not beautiful this so bad ever i look. :((( My mom not tell me the true reality, i feel inscure my self, now i understand why my friend say i am monster because about this my horn!...
Scary righ?
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Sometime's i scary too my self, i can't believe this me, i pretend i not see my shadow,and my mom call my name she say i am okey? And i say i am alright.
You know how to pretend, but you can't lie what you feel?
Now i know how my look even i not really see the real look,i just accept and let this go without asking again. So WHO AM I?.
