Lauren's pov
I was surprised the nurse let us in. They usually ask if your family. I guess they thought we were his only family. We got to the room, but I stayed outside for a little bit. I just didn't want to go in there.
"Babe are you gonna come in here"Luke asked me
"Umm ya"I said
I walked in there. Already feeling like I was gonna cry. Life's just full of shit, but that's the beauty of it.
"I'm gonna go get a drink okay"Luke told me
"Okay"I told him
"I'm gonna go home"Jesenia told me
"You can't leave Jesenia"I told her
"My parents are worried about me I need to go"she said
"Okay"I told her
It was just me alone with Calum now. I didn't know what to do. If I'm sad he's the one to help me through it. I pulled a chair close to his bed. I took his hand and held it tight. I didn't want to let go I felt like if I let go I'd lose him.
"Calum please stay I can't lose you, your my brother I want you to stay strong and fight through it all, but if it's to hard you can let go"I said crying
"Just please try to fight I need you in my life, your the one that helps me through everything and protects me"I said crying even more
I just stop talking and held his hand. My hand was shaking, so I made his hand shake. I was so tired, but I don't want to go.
"Babe are you ready to go"Luke asked me
"I guess"I told him
"Okay come on"he said
"Hold on"I told him
"Bye Calpal love you"I told him
We left and I don't want to. Sadly we can't stay there. We got home and I just went up stairs. I changed my cloths and laid down. I didn't feel like eating or doing anything.
"Are okay"Luke asked me
"No what if he never wakes up"I asked him
"He's gonna wake up"he told me
"How do you know"I asked
"Because I believe in him"he told me sitting next to me
"I wish he would wake up right now I can't live with out him"I told him
"I know"he told me
"I should have made him stay with us I shouldn't have let him leave"I told him
"It's not your fault"he told me
"Yes it"I told him
"No it's not this stuff happens everyday it's just they way of life"he told me
"Life sucks"I told him
"Everybody has to fall before they fly"he told me
"I guess right now in falling then later I'm gonna fly"I asked
"Yes...everybody has their point in life where they just fall then they have a point in life were they get up and fly again"he told me
"Did you have a point were you fell in life"I asked
"Yes"he said
"What was it"I asked
"When I lost my grandpa, my grandpa was like my second dad he got me my first guitar and he helped learn how to play it, but he died"he said
"Oh I'm sorry"I told him not knowing what else I say
"You don't need to apologize it just happens"he said
"I'm gonna go to sleep I'm really tired"I told him
"Okay goodnight babe"he told me kissing my cheek
"Goodnight"I told him
I thought in the morning is get up early and go see Calum. I'm gonna see him until he wakes up.
