My Myriad Love

Prologue

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Prologue
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'I've always wished to turn back the time.. where I can feel your presence.. where I can see you even from afar... '

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It's already midnight in the morning, yet I am still reading and returning the pages of the book of our love story we had before.

Hawak-hawak ko ang photo book kung saan ay may mga litrato namin ng mahal ko. Memorable ang naging relasyon namin, that's why my wound will take a long time to heal. Although, I still don't know if I am able to heal from this.

Malinaw pa ang mga nangyaru para sa akin hanggang ngayon, at paulit-ulit bumabalik sa aking isipan ang salitang 'bakit'--napapatanong din ako na, "paano kung? Paano kung hindi nangyari 'yon?" Paulit-ulit ko rin hiniling na sana makabalik ako sa nakaraan kung saan ang istorya namin ay hindi pa natatapos.

I took a sigh with all that thoughts. The music inside my head is still playing as if it is alive but dead. The music's still dancing along with the unforgettable memories inside my head, my heart, and my soul.

A little tears formed and suddenly it fell directly to the photo book that I am holding.

"How am I going to move on? How? How can I accept it?" I took a sigh. "Hanggang kailan ako magiging ganito? Napaka hirap kalimutan, napaka hirap pabayaan, napaka hirap gumaling sa isang malalim na sugat... Paano ko kakalimutan? Paano ko tatanggapin? Napaka hirap.. kaya ko ba tong gawin? Paano ko gagawin?" Questions that keep asking my mind even though I already know the answer, it's just that I can't and it's just hard to do...

Those thoughts, those questions, are always giving me a head ache which affects my feelings too.. it's giving me a heavy feeling.

I guess, my endless love for him is giving me an endless pain, endless thoughts, endless heavy feelings, and an endless breakdowns. These, became my daily routine after it all happened. And I don't know how to cut it off...

As I cry, I didn't noticed that I fell asleep.

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(A/N: Daughny is pronounced as 'daf-ni'
Yung picture na nakalagay sa taas ay nakuha ko lang sa pinterest hehe.)

Enjoy!
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