The story of my life { A Jon ossoff fan fic }

Chapter 23: Im scared to love you .

AUTHOR'S NOTE: enjoy this chaotic chapter besties👀
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"Oh...my....god"

It was like the world was frozen nothing was moving and I was just trying to comprehend what the hell was happening.

"Baby?. Andrea are you ok?? BABY, CAN YOU PLEASE SAY SOMETHING"

"I'm scared. I'm so freaking scared" I mumbled as I sat on the couch. Finally moving.

"What's wrong. Talk to me."

"Where are the girls" I looked around, watching as my arms and legs started to shake violently through my nervousness.

Jon quickly took a notice of my actions as he kneeled right in front of me as his hands cupped my cheeks forcing me to look at him

"Baby I need you to look at me ok look at me, the girls are safe I'm safe we are all safe. They went outside to take Lucy out with Anthony there safe"

"What if you weren't? What if you would have won in November and been there. Something could have happened to you."

"But I didn't. I'm right here with you." Jon pulled me closer to his chest, I could now hear his heart beating through his chest very clearly.

"Jon?"

"What's wrong."

"I love you," I mumbled so he probably didn't hear or understand what I said

"What?"

"I love you ok, I love you and I was scared as hell to tell you because I was afraid you wouldn't but now with this. I don't care if you don't love me back. Because I do. And I want you to know. Because I can't spend another day not telling you how happy you make me and the girls. And also because shit like this happens and I don't want you going to D.C when you win thinking I don't love you because I love you so freaking much"

It took him a moment to say something and those few moments of anticipation made my head hurt not knowing what he'd say.

"Come to D.C with me."

My eyes widened "I'm sorry. WHAT"

"You love me. And I sure as hell love you. So why waste our love being apart. When I win. You me the girls and Lucy, of course, all in D.C together"

"You love me?" I questioned with a small grin merging on the side of my lip.

"Too the moon and back."

"Cheesy but cute."

"Yeah ok, whatever so is that a yes or is that a no?"

I took a deep breath. We didn't even know if he had won yet and even if he did. the plan was to go official soon. And I didn't know whether this would screw with our plan or not.

"Jon-"

"Wait no- please don't tell me it's a no-"

"WAIT NO NO NO- it's definitely not a no I'm just thinking how are we gonna do this. I love you so freaking much. But I don't even have a job. And you haven't even won."

"We'll figure out. We always do."

As Jon laid his forehead against mine we just stood there for a moment not saying anything. Everything around us was practically toned out.

I could no longer hear the news in the background playing. or the coffee machine that was brewing it was just me and Jon. No one else. Just the 2 of us.

"Then I guess when you win that election because I can promise you that you will. I'll be right beside you"

Jon smiled at my face as our lips collided, my hands reaching for his hair as my fingers twisted around his loose curls. His hands safely on my butt.

All of my worrying went away. It was just us and no one was gonna stop us.

I heard the door swing open which is what made us pull away as the girls came running towards us as I , kneeled down so I could hug them both tightly.

I could again feel tears dripping down my face. Just the feeling of being able to hug them both in such a dark time like this made me feel a lot safer.

As the twins pulled away, they were now running towards Jon too give a hug, my brother who had Lucy in grasp, cleaning her paws gave me a questioning look.

"You ok Drea?"

"I told him I loved him. And I think I'm moving to D.C in the case that he wins. WHICH he will."

"Wow. I'm really happy for you and the girls. I'm gonna miss having your crazy asses around every morning but I guess you'll come visit whenever you get the chance."

I grinned "oh no of course. I'm your big sister your never getting rid of me."

"Lovely. How lovely is that" Anthony laughed sarcastically.

After a while I my nerves seemed to have calmed down, and after drinking 2 cups of coffee and still watching as the news outlets had been reporting about the insurrection and just how bad it was turning and how had now broken into the Capitol now roaming the insides.

It made my stomach feel uneasy. All of this was happening solely because a president didn't win his election and he asked his supporters "fight like hell." Which now resulted in this.

All of this was too much. So I just decided to go back to my room and take a shower to hopefully help me clear my mind just a little more. Seeing as Jon's election still hadn't been called so there wasn't much left too do.

I just stood there in the shower for a good 10 minutes letting the water hit my face after I had finished showering. All that was going through my head was the moment Jon had finally told me he loved me. It was a moment I'd definitely remember for the rest of my life, for all of the good reasons and all of the bad reasons

As I exited the shower a towel being my only source of cover as I watched my face and combed out my hair. Looking at myself in the mirror. The slowly growing dark circles under my face were getting visible by the hour.

I was pulled out of my thinking state completely as Jon came running through the door the biggest smile on his face as he jumped around happiness

"Baby I won!! I FREAKING WON!!"

My eyes filled with happiness as despite me literally being practically naked from behind the towel he was now lifting me off the floor completely kissing my lips

"Your gonna be a senator baby, a literal freaking senator"

"I am. I really am."

"I guess we can officially say D.C here we come because I'm all in" I confessed with happiness. Now confirming I was ready for the next step of our relationship

"D.C here we come"
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AUTHOR'S NOTE: the way they said I love you too each other finally got me balling my eyes out on my bedroom floor🏃‍♀️