Mikannie one-shots

Seasick

I've met someone who makes me feel seasick
But she's a sea away
I listen to angry rock music
To try and lessen the ache

I need to call you,
Say I love you
In the way I really mean
Help me, I can't breathe
Do you realize
Do you seriously not know what you do to me?
My chest is so twisted
All I need to do is scream
You've bound my heart in rope
Please give me the key
I'm suffocating here
Can't you see?

I cannot stress how absolutely gorgeous I think you are. You are breathtaking.

You're in my chest
Your blood pumps through my veins
I'm breathing out your air
You've clawed into my brain

You've tugged my lungs into my stomach
You yank my heart like weeds
I feel dizzy, I feel seasick
I can't breathe
You've clogged my throat with flowers
This is what you do to me
I need to say 'I love you'
In the way I really mean

I wish you saw yourself the way I see you.

A/N: did I write this two minutes after a completely debilitating panic attack? Yes. Am I crying. Definitely. Am I going to have another panic attack soon? 100%. Am I listening to my playlist of angry songs containing excessive use of the word 'fuck'? Hell yeah