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by Idunn_

by Idunn_

This isn't mikannie but tbh several of these chapters haven't really been mikannie so whatever.

Interpretations or theories are thoroughly enjoyed and encouraged! :)

Songs to listen to while reading this:
(These will probably be the key to understanding these lines)
   - Baby Hotline, Jack Stauber's Micropop
   - Jubilee Line, Wilbur Soot
   - Oh Ana, Mother Mother
   - Black Dog, Led Zepplin
   - American Healthcare, Penelope Scott
   - Waiting Room, Fugazi

Happy anniversary, Annie
Three years of my weight loss
Happy anniversary, Sharik
Three cheers for my grey dog

I'm screaming and crying for someone to help me
And no one will help me
They said, "asking is the hardest part"
But no one will fucking help me

I'm exhausted, but a rest
Guarantees my suffocating death
The sharks came one year after
The day they realized that I bled

I'm screaming and crying for someone to help me
And nobody will help me
I'm on a waitlist not to die
I've waited three years to stay alive
I'm on a waitlist in purgatory
Waiting to be revived

Haven't brushed my teeth in months
Haven't showered in nine days
I'm angry, sad, and I'm afraid
They don't help, just insist that I'm okay
Three years, I've been withering away

They told me, "take a break"
But I am afraid of sharks
And the things that linger
In the dark

They told me, "take a rest"
But I'm on the brink of death
Can't leave my apartment
Can barely get out of bed

But no one will help me
No, no one will help me
I've been screaming and crying and wailing and begging and shrieking for help

How long do I have to wait?
How long do they think I can wait?
What if when it's my turn, it's too late?

But no one will help me
No no one will help me
No one will help me
No one will help me
No one will help me

AND NO ONE WILL FUCKING HELP ME

I'm just so tired.