Yamaguchi hasn't been going to school or practice for a week it's now Friday and his teammates have been worried because he never missed any practices.
They're probobly worried about me I haven't gone to any practices or to school. All he has been doing was lie in bed and sleep but since his hanahaki disease is getting worse to the point where he now coughs up more and more until Yamaguchi could hardly breath while coughing those up flowers and his appetite has decreased dramatically. He got up cleaned the mess on the floor and showered after that he looked at his messages and saw his teammates "@" him
Messages
Tsuki- @ Yams
Everyone-@ yams
Hello everyone.
Hinata- yams? You all right?
yeah why?
Suga- are you sick? What happened?
Nishinoya- Yams why haven't you come to school and practice?
Nishinoya- did somthing happen you can tell us
Tanaka- yea we're here
Asahi- Yamaguchi are you fine?!
Yamaguchi saw the chat flood with comments and questions from his teammates making him sad because he had made everyone worry.
Yea I'm fine I'm just a
Little sick don't worry
About me guys, really
Tsuki- Take care of yourself...
Suga- okay then, I hope you
Get better soon, take medication too
Everyone- ^
All right thanks I will
Hinata- I hope you come back soon
We miss you..
Everyone-^
I will Hinata
Don't worry
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It has been a week since Yamaguchi hasn't gone to school or practice, he has been coughing up petals and now along with thorns which has been pretty painful for him and he has been messaging his friends because they have been worried about him.
Tsuki has also messeged yams and asked if he could come over but of course he didn't want him to find out so he refused and said he was busy which was a lie so he didn't come over and see petals and flowers all over his room. He then got an idea he got a jar the was medium size and put petals and flowers in it because he wanted to note this as a memory and a experience in life. Even if it was a painful one even if he didn't make it through this.
He then put it under his bed and added more until it was filled up. He then went on a walk in the weekend since he felt a bit better to go out so he decided to go the park.
He wore a grey hoodie and a mask. while at the park he didn't expect to see was Tsukishima and Hinata. What are they doing at the park together? He was shocked because tsukishima wouldn't Be with Hinata and it was rare for both to hang out. In a distance he stood watching them and wondering what they were doing. Then it hit him. Have they gotten closer? Huh? Those two.... why would they be here? Together at that since when? A thought flashed through his head and he looked at the ground his eyes widening and then threw that thought away. That's not possible though but could it?
As those thoughts came rushing in his head, he was shocked and stressed out he couldn't believe that they were together then he felt sick so he left the park and went home. Overthinking things he felt a stinging in his chest he knew what it was though he rushed up stairs and and went to his bathroom, suddenly roughly coughing up both blood and flower petals. Once he calmed down he was tired since he didn't get much sleep before so he fell asleep.
He was starting to go to school again even though he was in the state he was in and fought through the pain and his teammates were still worried but Yamaguchi told them not to... it was now Tuesday he decided he couldn't miss anymore days. So he hid the pain through a smile he hid the pain which was emotional and physically. At that point he had had it. It was the end of practice and everyone was getting ready to leave, he went over to the boy drinking some water " hey Tsuki!" he said with a fake smile "yes yams?" He turns toward him and raises a brow "u-um could we talk tomorrow after practice" "sure" he nods "okay then see ya" Yamaguchi says with a slight smile as he puts his hands in this pockets and turn to walk away.
"aren't we walking together like usual ?" The taller boy says closing with water bottle and putting it in his backpack as he stood in the same place with a slightly confused look "Uhm you don't have to today you might want to walk Hinata right? " Yamaguchi says and he realizes what he said and covers his mouth and turns around his back facing the other boy, " Hu-" "well bye" as he turns around slightly again and waves and walks away quickly so the other couldn't see his face. Tsukishima was left confused and didn't process what he said before he knew it Yamaguchi had already walked away and he was now only a figure in the distance.
Even though his love was left unrequited Yamguchi loved Tsukishima and he needed to tell him even though he would get denied but it didn't matter to him even though Tsukishima had Hinata already. he had to tell him. Because He'd rather die after he told him the love he felt towards the other rather then tsukishima not knowing... he'd rather drink this poison as if its his favorite drink even if it killed him.
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