does he look at you the same way i do?
does he kiss you the way i wished to?
does he hold you together
like i held your hand?
i guess you'll never understand
i worship you like an idol
but idols shouldn't look at him that way
.
i can't breathe when you look at me
but you don't look at me anymore
goddesses worship gods and gods worship themselves
you used to treat yourself right until you treated him better
traded your self-worth for his acceptance
meanwhile i'm slipping away from my own existence
driving myself crazy over your smile
and you're diving after him all the while
.
do you know how much better you can have than him?
do you know what i'd give to be him?
he circles other girls and still you still stay
you say "i'm sure that he still loves me"
and "it was just a phase"
when really you've been saying that every single day
.
do you remember what i'd do for you?
do you remember who has worshiped you?
you moved out of the spotlight just for him
but there'd be so much more if you stepped back in
if he's a fish then you're the ocean
he stands right under your nose
and you still let him
you're obsessed
but we wouldn't even care if you left
