i'm never in the know
you're always on the go
you know the parts of me
that i can barely see
its kind of scary
teaching my weakness
to the villain
i try to hide my fear
they seem to disappear
but when i pull them out
that's when you seem to pout
"i know more pain than you can bear"
that's when i die inside
because i know that you don't care
"i'm so depressed"
because of your ugly dress
"i have like PTSD"
because you're stuck with me
"i have OCD"
because your room is clean
every time i try to challenge you
every time your true colors start showing through
"i think that you should go"
"you don't even know"
i'm never in the know
yesterday i was diagnosed with anxiety
it wasn't something i thought was worth hiding
but when i told you i regretted everything
"you don't even know"
but you don't know me
