Alan's POV
"Alan i've got to tell you one more thing:"
I nod my head, telling him to go on
"I'm getting surgery tomorrow"
I feel my stomach drop "on your heart?"
"Yeah. It's getting too big"
I bite my tongue in attempt to not cry again "Is it a safe surgery?"
I hear Austin swallow and he doesn't respond
"Austin"
"I've got a 60% chance"
My head starts to spin as i process that thought
"I think i'm going to throw up" I stand up and walk over to the waters edge and vomit. Austin runs up behind me and pats my back
"Sweetheart relax, i'll be okay"
He pulls me up off my knees and I begin to hysterically cry again "no no no this can't happen no"
Austin tries to steady me but my knees go weak and I collapse "Austin i need you"
"I know baby I need you too, but right now you gotta be strong for me okay?"
"Okay"
Austin grabs my hip and pulls me in for a kiss "We'll get through this I promise"
