The Unloved One

Chapter 35

Jessica's POV

~1 week later~

It's been a week and Nathan hasn't been talking to me. He's been avoiding me.I decided I'm not gonna talk to him. I don't understand him.I'm also mad at him I mean that's what he wanted right? He wanted me to tell him I liked him too. And now that I tell him how I feel he ignores me.

Anyways I haven't seen Matthew and it worries me. The guys tell me he should be with his parents. But why do I have a feeling he's not. When Nathan said Matthew has cheated, it makes me think and worry. Matthew doesn't seem the kind to cheat but hey the devil was once an angel. He hasn't texted or called and I really wanna see him. I need to tell him I cheated and to tell him through text and call it would seem like an act of cowardness.

Anyways I've been chilling with Hayes on my free time. We've become really close friends. I've been thinking about switching to online school. I mean I would still be able to graduate. All the squad except me,nathan,and matthew do online school. Well hayes told me online school is pretty cool. You get extra sleep,no P.E, and you can travel without having to worry about missing stuff.

Currently, I am sitting in my room after dropping Pearl off at the daycare I went to as a kid, Ms. Smith an old,kind woman who took care of me as a kid is still there so I'm not worried. It was Pearl's first day but she said she was gonna be okay, I trust her.

So anyways now I'm doing my Calculus homework ugh the perks of being a junior. I was almost done when someone rang the doorbell. I answered it was Matthew. Oh boy.

"Hey baby we need to talk" he said,hugging me.

"Oh okay" I said.

We sat down.

"So I've wanted to ask you how you've been" Matthew said.

"Well I um actually I have something to tell you" I said nervously.

"What is it"? He asked.

I avoided his stare and said

"I kissed Nathan,babe I'm sorry." I said.

He grabbed my face and said "Jessica,baby, I know and it's okay."

"Really?" I asked looking into his warm brown eyes.

I mean I have a crush on him, I guess and he's my boyfriend so what's the problem? I'm like in love with two boys? If that's even possible? But,I think I need to focus on Matthew, and really forget Nathan this time.

"Yeah I'll admit it's bad but I can't judge you because I've done that too a long time ago" he said.

Hearing that made me think about how I actually do feel comfortable around Matthew. I just been too caught up in jerk Nathan to see it.

"You sure?" I asked.

"Yeah,baby, I love you too much to loose you" he said looking at me.

Aww how cute.

I slightly smiled at him and he lifted me off my feet and hugged me tightly. I realize how much this hug means, how much he needs me,how he's all alone.

"I love you" he said.

"I love you" I said.

He wrapped his arms tightly around my waist and started kissing me like his life depended on it. Our lips moving in sync like lyrics to a song. It was perfect, I seemed to enjoy it. I guess he was too because he started leaving wet kisses on my neck leaving me marks to help me remember this. I started moaning in pleasure,when he found the sweet spot on my neck. He focused back on my lips,sweeping his tongue across the bottom of my lip,asking for entrance.I parted my lips a bit and his tongue found mine,giving me goosebumps of delight.

We pulled away when someone rang the doorbell. I fixed my messy hair from our make out session and went to answer the door to see the squad, all of them including Jerk Nathan.

Taylor and Carter smirked at me.

"What?" I asked insecure.

"Wow Jessica looks like you've been very busy" Taylor said wiggling his eyebrows.

"What?" I asked again.

"We mean that" Carter said smirking while he pointed to my marked neck.

I then blushed and Matthew appeared behind me, wrapping his arms around me.

The guys came inside and we all sat down,Matthew placing me on his lap. He was playing with my hair,while I was silently sitting there.

Nathan would stare at me from time to time. I didn't look at him once. He's is wrong if he thinks we're still best buddies after his attitude.

I started talking to the guys about random stuff when I didn't even notice when Nathan disappeared. I heard a voice in the hallway upstairs so I hid by a corner, I know it's wrong but something told me to listen.

I guess Nathan was talking on the phone.

"I just don't know anymore, I mean I thought after we kissed,that maybe she would have left Matthew by now but he's still in the way" he said to someone. I widened my eyes all this time he lied,he's been trying to split me and Matthew up.

He was hoping the kiss would work to split us up. This is unbelievable,he's unbelievable. I just can't explain it. What if Nathan turns out dangerous?