Headcannons, Oneshots and short stories

Story- This isn't the end

(A/N) BONJOUR MA PETIT(E) CROISSANTS! I, Mary Pearlson, have made this brilliant book! And the first chapter is based on the song 'This isn't the end' by Owl City, cuz I love their songs and it just hits me so hard. It's a really good tear-jerker and I encourage you to read the comments in the youtube comments section as well.

I also take requests.

TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of suicide. And also very bad bullying.

Without any further ado: Voila!

~An eight year old girl had a panic attack,
'Cause the father she loved left and never looked back,
No longer the hero she counted on,
He told her he loved her and then he was gone~

I finished my homework and stretched with a smile on my face. Daddy said that we would get ice cream after I'm done. Him amd Mummy were fighting in the kitchen again, but they always make up and we go out.

I suddenly hear a noise outside, I peek through the window curtains and find Daddy packing the car. Where was he going?

I quickly ran down with all kinds of thoughts going through my head. Why did Daddy pack his clothes? He was probably giving them to someone. But why did he take his special snowglobe with him? He never leaves takes it outside because he thinks that it might break. Was Daddy leaving me?

I see Mummy crying in the kitchen, but I had to get to Daddy before he leaves. So I ran out of the house. Daddy didn't even look at me, he drove off. I stare at the back of the car and watch as it turned around the corner and leave. He wouldn't do that. He wouldn't do that to his family. He wouldn't do that to... me.

"Keep going sweetie!" He'd always tell me that. And as I stood in the middle of the road, his voice saying those words echoed in my brain.

~She tried to look happy in front if her friends,
But knew that she'd never feel normal again,
She fought back the tears as they filled her eyes,
And wanted him back just to tell him goodbye~

It had been days since Daddy left. Mummy was really sad, she was always crying. She started looking for a job. I still had to go to school.

"Bye Chloe!" my friend waved. She had come over to play, but now her Daddy had come to pick her up. Her Daddy was there. Not mine. Mine was gone forever. I would never see him again.

I watched my friend's Daddy hug her and thought back to all the times my Daddy hugged me. Tears almost fell down my cheeks. He was warm and gentle, and I had buried myself in him. I wish I got another chance to see him again. A chance to hug him. A chance... to say 'goodbye'.

~When the rain falls down,
When it all turns around,
When the light goes out, this isn't the end.~

I sat on my bed as the grey clouds covered thd sky and blocked the sun. Rain pattered against the window. The field was going to be wet now. I had a game tomorrow, and Daddy was always there at my games. This would be the first time I would be playing without him yelling "Keep going sweetie!" in the sidelines. I stared at the picture of him and me. 'I don't think I'll ever forgive him' I thought and tears started to fall and land on the picture.

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The game started and I ran ahead with the soccer ball. I tried not to let the other team take it from me, but I failed. I couldn't stop thinking about Daddy. I tripped and fell on the wet soil, it covered me. Tears started streaming down my cheeks. Daddy left me. Daddy is a jerk. These thoughts kept repeating over and over in my head. Suddenly, I heard someone yell. "Keep going sweetie! Keep going! You're doing great!" I got up to see Mummy yelling for me to go on. I smiled and got up. Mummy didn't leave me. Mummy is always here for me. These thoughts replaced my other ones and for the first time, I smiled. I just had to keep going.