Through the dark

Part 40

Nadia: Hey y/n I'm sorry you had to find out this way..

Y/n: Don't be! I wouldn't believe you anyway!

You look behind her and see Tom coming out the door.

Nadia: Excuse me?

Y/n: I know you're lying! I know Tom would never cheat on me! And he would never sleep with you! He's over you get that in your head!

Nadia: Oh so you think I'm lying?

Y/n: Yes! Yes I do!

Nadia: Cute! Believe me he did he went down on me and he's got some mad tongue tricks! Wouldn't you agree? And I mean the sex..

She bites her lips and you look disgusted at her.

Nadia: I mean you wouldn't believe how good he's in bed don't you think?

You look at Tom who looks at the ground. You feel your tears streaming down your face. You look at him and say quietly.

Y/n: Tom? Is that true? You slept with her?

Tom: I did...

He looks up from the ground into your eyes and you can see he has tears in his eyes as well.

Tom: But I didn't cheat on you! We were broken up at that time.

Y/n: So you went nach to your ex and fucked her?

Nadia smirks, bites her lip and looks at Tom.

Nadia: Oh yeah he did!

Tom tenses up and looks really mad. You've never seen him like that and you get a bit scared.

Tom: Ok Nadia enough! Just leave us alone!

She doesn't move. She just keeps looking at him.

Tom: NOW!!

Nadia leaves and Tom steps closer to you.

Tom: Y/n please let us talk..

You cross your arms over your chest.

Y/n: Ok fine talk.

He comes closer and tries to grab your hand but you pull away.

Tom: Ok yes I think I did. sleep with her. But I was drunk.. It was the day after you said you wanted us to stay friends.

Y/n: Ok let me get this straight. You slept with your ex the night after you said you love me and want me back and said you'd never cheat on me?

Tom: Yes but we were broken up!

Y/n: Yeah I get that part. What I don't get is why you would go out and fuck your ex. Why her? Why couldn't you fuck someone else? Anyone.. was she the first person you thought of after we broke up?

Tom: No y/n! Like I said I was drunk and sad. Please darling I love you and you know that!

Y/n: And why did you stare at her the whole time? You looked like she's the only girl in the world. And why did you take a step back from me when she came? I just want to be sure you don't have any feelings for her. Because I can't handle it if you dine out later that you still have feelings and you want to be with her instead of me. I cannot be your second choice..

Tom: But you're not! I love you! Only you! I took a step back and looked at Nadia because I was scared she was gonna tell you everything when she sees us together.

Y/n: I just wish you would have told me what happened. The worse is the not telling me part. You could have told me and then I wouldn't have been so surprised and we wouldn't have had a fight.

Tom: I know! Me too! I wish I could turn the time back and make everything right. I wish that I never slept with her! Believe me I really regret that this ever happened. I regretted it the second I was sober. I don't even remember what happened. I can't even tell you I actually slept with her. I don't know anything about that night. The only thing I remember is waking up in bed with her.

Y/n: I honestly don't know what to say..

You look at Tom and see that he's fighting his tears.

Tom: I- I can't loose you. Not again..

It breaks your heart to see him like that. You take a deep breath and step closer to him. You take his hand in yours.

Y/n: I know and you won't loose me! I'm here and I'm not going anywhere! Not without you. Because I love you and I know you regret what you did.

Tom kisses your hands.

Y/n: But I swear if you mess up like that one more time I'm done. I will not give you another chance! 

Tom: I know. And I promise you that I won't do such a thing ever again! I love you to much to mess it up again.

You smirk at him.

Y/n: Now kiss me you idiot! 

He looks at your lips and then into your eyes and smirks.

Tom: You don't have to tell me that twice!

He leans in and kisses you. He grabs your waist and squeezes it.

Tom holds you so tight like you would fall apart if he lets go of you. You feel safe in his strong arms and Lena your head against his chest. You mumble in his shirt.

Y/n: You smell good!

He smirks and kisses your forehead.

Tom: come in i what to take you somewhere.

You still hug him and don't let go so he picks you up and carries you to his car.