Through the dark

Part 39

Your POV
You're still sitting on your bed when you hear a knock on your door. You hope it's Tom who wants to apologize.

Y/n: Come in!

Sam: Hey..

You smile and want to say something. You open your mouth but Sam cuts you of.

Sam: You're a really bad liar so just tell me what's going on.

Y/n: Yeah ok.. it's about Tom. Nadia showed up and Tom keeps staring at her. She then asked me to leave and was really rude. Tom just stood there and said nothing. I got mad and left Tom came after me and said that I was behaving jealous and toxic.

You look down.

Y/n: Do you think I'm toxic?

Sam: Of course not! But you know that you can trust Tom. You should go back down and talk to him.

Toms POV
Tom: What are you doing?

Nadia: Did you tell her?

Tom: Of course not!

Nadia smirks.

Tom tenses up and pulls his arm away.

Tom: Dint you dare tell her!

Nadia: I won't but I think there is a reason you didn't tell her.

Tom: Yes! And the reason is that I love her and regret what happened. And I don't want to hurt her anymore.

Nadia: I think the actual reason you didn't tell her is because you still have feelings for me.

Tom: Do you even believe the crap coming out of your mouth? Because I do not have any feelings for you! At least not positive or any sort of romantic. There are only two things I know for sure and that is first of that I don't have any feelings for you and secondly that I love y/n! Please don't ruin this for me.

She comes closer to him and strokes his hair. You come down that minute. You stand there just watching what's happening.

Tom: So what do you want?

Nadia: I want you to tell her.

Tom: I can't!

Your POV
Y/n: *What can't he tell me?*

Nadia sees you standing there.

Nadia: I think your precious little girlfriend has a right to know that you slept with me.

Your eyes full with tears.

Y/n: You did what?!?!

Tom jumps up from the sofa.

Y/n: Why did you tell me you didn't cheat on me? That's not even the worse. You cheated on me with your ex? The person who cheated kn you.. that's so low! You know how much it hurts when the person you love cheats on you. You felt this pain why would you do that to me? How could you do that? How could you do that to the person you claim to love? Do you hate me so much that you had to break me? Do you hate seeing me happy? If so why what did I do to you?

You run out the door. Tom comes after you.

Tom: Y/n wait!

He grabs your wrist and you turn around.

Y/n: Let me go!

Tom: I cant. Let us talk please..

Y/n: I can't stand seeing you right now! Go ahead and fuck Nadia again since you can't seem to get over her. Or loving her or whatever that is you do or have..at be you just like to fuck her or maybe one is just not enough for you.

You turn back around and leave but Tom follows you.

Y/n: Quit following and leave me alone!

A couple of people who heard you are coming up to you.

???: Are you ok? Is that guy bothering you?

You look at Tom who has tears in his eyes.

Tom: No she's my girlfriend!

The guy turns around to you to assure that's true.

???: Is that true?

You look into Toms eyes.

Y/n: No! Ni it isn't! I never saw that guy before!

Tom: Baby please don't do that! Let me explain!

Y/n: Quit following me you weirdo!

You turn around and leave. Tom wants to follow you but the other guy stops him. You walk away in tears. You want to turn around and hug Tom. You want to be happy with him and forget what he did. But you can't!

Y/n: *But what if he's telling the truth? Why would I believe Nadia? I mean she always lies and she obviously wants Tom back.*

You decide to turn around.

Toms POV
He goes back home where Nadia is still waiting for him.

Tom: Fuck! What's the deal with you Nadia?

Nadia: I just thought she deserves to know.

Tom: Yeah she does! She deserves to know that you lied. You know I never cheated on her! You know me and y/n were broken up at the time and you knew that I wasn't over her and I loved her. I was completely drunk I didn't know what I was doing!

She bites her lip.

Nadia: It didn't feel like you didn't know wheat you were doing.

She steps closer to him but he takes a step back.

Nadia: You don't love her! You love me! We both now that.

Tom: No Nadia I don't! That's the problem I never loved you. I thought I did but I didn't know what love is until I met y/n! And I will NEVER fall in love with you! The only person I love and I will always love is
y/n!

Nadia: Ok then kiss me and tell me you don't feel anything.

Tom: What NO!

Nadia: You heard me. We both know you want to kiss me.

Tom: No! I don't want to kiss you! I would never cheat on y/n. I'm not like you! And now leave me alone you've done enough damage.

Your POV
You come back and see Nadia walk out the door. You turn around to hide so she won't see you but it's to late. Nadia sees you and grows a huge smile on her face. She waves at you.