Destined (NCT 2020 x reader)

Explanation - Chapter 19

Y/N's POV

Jisung is kissing me.

I kissed back, I don't know why I did but I felt like I needed to. I put my arms around his neck. One of his hands are on my cheek while the other was placed on my thigh. That's when I remembered that he has a soul mate that he has met. I pushed him away as soon as I remembered that fact.

"What's wrong?" Jisung asks.

"Why did you do that?" I ask.

"Did you not like it? Am I a bad kisser?" Jisung asks.

"No, I liked it, you are a very good kisser but that's not the point. You have met your soul mate and then you kiss me, why would you do that" I say.

"That's what you are worried about?" Jisung asks.

"why wouldn't I be? I just kissed somebody's boyfriend, I'm a horrible person, I can't believe I just kissed someone knowing they have a soul mate" I say.

"Calm down, come with me" Jisung says.

"why?" I ask.

"We are going to tell you what is going on" Jisung says.

"will you tell me everything?" I ask.

"Yes, no more secrets" Jisung says.

"okay" I say.

He took me down stairs and took me to the living room where everyone else was for some reason. I sat down next to Jisung and then he said.

"we need to tell her everything"

"Why?" Yuta asks.

"now is not the time for your attitude" Winwin says, smacking Yuta on the arm.

"Okay, okay, I'm sorry" Yuta says.

"Yuta did ask a good question, why do we have to?" Hendery asks.

"What did you do?" Renjun asks.

"You did something dumb, didn't you?" Jeno says.

"Don't be mean to my baby" Jaemin snaps.

"He's not your kid" Kun says.

"Yes, he is" Jaemin says.

"Actually, he's my kid" Taeyong says.

"Anyway, it's time to come clean" Xiaojun says.

"Okay, what should we start with?" Johnny says.

"Like how old we are, soulmates, control, powers?" Chenle asks.

"Control" I say.

"Okay, Jaehyun has very good control when it comes to blood, he probably has one of the best. Taeil is really good with control, he can be right next to someone who is bleeding. Johnny is actually pretty good, believe it or not. Yangyang has good control because of the training he did with Kun and Ten. Ten has a really good control, he was put through his parents way of training since he was really young. Kun is very good because of the training. Taeyong is okay, he can control himself for a while but if it's really close to him he can lose control. Mark is really good, his parents were really good at training him from a young age to control his thirst for human blood. Yuta is good, you might not believe that but he is really good at it. Winwin's control is actually crazy, he could probably be a doctor if he wanted to be because that's how good his control is but if he hasn't had blood in a while then that's when he can't control his thirst for blood. Jungwoo is okay, I'll be generous and say that he can be around blood for about 20 minutes before he loses it. Shotaro is alright, he can be around blood for about an hour before he loses control. Sungchan is good, he can help clean small cuts when there isn't too much blood. Renjun is amazing at controlling his thirst for blood, I remember we were walking around in the town and someone cut their leg, there was so much blood and Renjun didn't even react, he just looked away and kept walking. Hendery isn't the best, he can lose control very easily but he usually tries to distract himself when he smells blood. Jaemin is actually really good, he can help Taeil clean someone's wounds. Jeno is the same as Jaemin, he can help clean wounds. Chenle is scarily good, he's like Renjun, he can just walk passed someone bleeding, it doesn't affect him that much unless it's his mates blood but that goes for every vampire I guess. Doyoung is very good, he can pretty much look and smell blood and not be affected that much. Haechan doesn't have the best control, he loses control very easily, he can be around blood for 15 minutes. Xiaojun is good, he could sit in a room with a human that was bleeding and not even spare them a glance, he only wants his mates blood. Jisung doesn't have the best control, he can't control is thirst for blood once he smells and/or sees it. And then there is me, I have really good control, I can only lose control if it's my mates blood but usually I'm not affected by blood" Lucas explains to me.