I'm Theirs [MxM] (BDSM)

Chapter 14

I just hug my sister crying I don't exactly know why but I am. I know my family and friends love me and want me happy but I didn't know they loved me this much. I know you are most likely thinking he's a bitch for crying or why is he even doing this stuff around his family. Well, to answer both those questions one I'm not any bitch I'm just open about my emotions which I never was able to be before. Second, like my sister said I already was a submissive twenty-four seven and she wasn't wrong I'm just naturally that and there's nothing wrong with it.

"So wait a damn minute what do you mean dad isn't going to be at the wedding? He told me that he would be there not even a month ago?"She yells dialing Dad's number.

I just lower my head trying to hide the hurt.

"Well, your father lied to you about that. He told us he would never come to our wedding. He told us that we were in the wrong. He said that he was okay with the fact that we were dating but he doesn't think we should get married. That it is going too far two men shouldn't get married." Ryder sighs.

"I don't mean to bud into something I don't really know all the information on, "Ryan says before Alexis cuts him off.

"Then don't say nothing."

"Alexis he can say whatever he wants he is as much part of this as all of us," JJ says.

We all just kinda snicker JJ never really talks anymore but that's not because he's scared to it's just he has matured from how he used to be and is more to himself and doesn't say anything unless something needs to be said.

"Okay, well like I was going to say before I got cut off what's the difference between two men marrying then someone who is only eighteen getting married or even someone getting married not once or twice but three fucking times, "Ryan asks.

"Ryan has a point no offense Rose but he's right. How is okay for you and JJ to get married at eighteen but not me and Jason. Yall were not even a year out of high school before yall got married. then your dad was married to your mom and then divorced her just to marry that one woman. Then left her just to go back to your mom and get married again before she died. Then now he's married again and is looking at us like we are a bad name for marriage when he was the one who didn't get married four times, " Ryder says.

"No you are completely right and that's why I'm calling him right now to yell at him," She laughs.

Our dad finally answers the phone after five going to voicemail. I love our dad I do but sometimes he makes it hard to. He really makes me feel like I'm not wanted in the family and I don't understand what I did to him. I did everything I could to prove that I have changed since I got out of prison but there is one thing I didn't change about myself and I pray that's not the reason he's acting the way that he is.

"Dad, why did you lie to me and tell me that you were going to Jason and Ryder's wedding? When you told them you that you would never come to their wedding." Rose asks.

"Well first of all you need to lose the attitude in your voice. Just because you are an adult doesn't mean your father won't spank you." His new wife Beatrice says.

"Look here bitch I will have an attitude all the fuck I want. Bitch you are the one who needs to lose the attitude. I will beat the fuck out of you like I did your fucking daughter." Rose says.

" Rose," I whisper.

She looks at me and just shakes her head and hangs up on her. Rose just hugs me and starts crying. My sister has been there for me through everything and I have done the same for her. We have done all of this without him and I can keep doing it. Fuck my father and his new family. I know mom would hate the man that he has become but mom isn't here anymore. I wish she was though she would make sure my father would make it to my wedding. I start crying and she starts to the rest of the family hugs us and holds us. We have been through so much the past ten to twenty years even to think we would be here where we are right now. I don't think she knew that she would have four kids I think she thought that Becca would be her only child and that she wouldn't be married. That's like I didn't think I would ever get out of the life I was in before. I didn't think I would be a CEO and Engaged to the man of my dreams and dating the man of my dreams at the same time. I don't think no one knows where their life is going until it happens. I gave up worrying about other people and how they think of me cause that will be the one thing that will hold me back from my dreams and the best for me.