I'm Theirs [MxM] (BDSM)

Chapter 8

I and Ryder just kinda sat there looking at each other knowing this conversation would happen sooner or later. But I think both me and Ryder wish it didn't come out now and that we wish it came out later. When we were ready, when we were all done with the new house, when we have a car, when we have been working at our careers here in New York.

Finally Ryder says something to break the silence " Yeah I know those are the reasons that you left but you need to tell your sister that her drama and shit isn't healthy. That's why people have been leaving her life. That's part of the reason that y'alls dad also plans on moving away."

"I know these things Ryder I know I'm just not trying to start problems. I have moved myself from that whole problem." I say.

He doesn't say anything the rest of our time eating. Once he was done with his food he got up and cleaned his spot. Knowing how Ryder he's not going to talk to me till I tell my sister why I left. I just sigh to myself and call my sister.

She doesn't answer thank god but I end up leaving her a voice mail.

"Rose I know I should have told you the truth when I left but I didn't so here I am now telling you the truth. Rose the reason that I really left was because well you are so full of fucking drama that I needed to leave. Your the reason dad is leaving too. I don't need my future kids in that I'm sorry but it's the truth."

After I was done with what I had to say I hung up and went to find Ryder in our bedroom. He was working on his laptop so I crawled onto the bed and laid my head down on his lap.

"Baby I don't mean to be so mean or mad at your I just want you and your sister to talk this shit out so she can be in our future kids lives." He says petting my head.

"I know daddy I know you don't mean to it's just you didn't have the best relationship with your family and still don't" I say.

He doesn't say anything and just pets my head till someone decides to ring our bell downstairs. I rush to the living room and ask who it is.

"It's Ryan I want to talk you guys about everything that happened cause I'm still confused." He says.

I roll my eyes and let him up. When he gets up he knocks on the door and I answer it. He goes in for a hug and I just walk always from him. Ryder is sitting on the couch and I just walk over to him and sit on his lap and Ryan finds somewhere to sit. We just look at each other for a little till Ryan clears his throat.

"Okay so I see that I'm going to be the one to start this. So I'm so confused on why are relationship didn't work cause you both seemed so up for it?"

"Well I will answer this for the both us. Ryder only told you he didn't want you to be my daddy too cause I told him I was uncomfortable. You are just too neat and controlling with it. I like what me and him have because we have known each other since we were in middle school. We have a connection that no one will bet be able to break." I say.

"Then what was the thought process when you were giving me head and wanting me to be your daddy then." He asks.

Well one we had drinks before we came to the club. Then we were hiding from Alyssa and Simon. Plus you was already hard it wasn't like you were soft and I started. Me wanting you to be my dad was because I felt bad that you keep losing your subs. Plus me and Ryder are still getting into this or at lease I am. As you know Ryder has been a dominant since he got out of the military. Me and him have been together for six years almost and only three of those years have I agreed to the dominant and submissive relationship. He's just trying to learn me out the same way I'm trying to learn myself out and I read that there are people who have more then one dominant and I wanted to try it out. With someone that me and him are both comfortable with and that was you." I say.