I'm Theirs [MxM] (BDSM)

Chapter 11

Once we get back to my place Rose and JJ help the kids get their stuff to their rooms. I'm just happy to have enough room for all the kids. But Rose for some reason can't help but watch Ryder. I have a feeling it's because she wants to start a fight with him only because me and him are fighting. I look at Ryder waiting for him to say something but he doesn't he just looks back at us with annoyance in his eyes. I know he wants to say something but he doesn't. Probably because he doesn't want to make our problem even worse with being my sister into it.

"I know you two are fighting and I could give two shits. I'm you soon to be sister in law can you come to hug me and say hello shit. What ever you and dip shit have going on doesn't involve me so why be so fucking shady towards me". She laughs.

He gets up and says his hellos and hugs her and JJ too. Rose pushes us both on to the patio and closes the doors behind her. We stand out there looking at each other not saying a damn thing. Knowing what ever anyone of us says can make or break the whole trip do Rose, JJ and the kids. I haven't seen the kids in a year I'm not doing ruin this for me or the kids.

"So one of you going to explain to me what the hell is going on with you two. Other than the fact that Ryan is Jason's boyfriend while he's is engaged to you, which I have yet to understand I don't understand how you can be in love with two people at one. Shit i cant handle the one marriage I'm in let alone having a fucking boyfriend on the side," she says.

"Well, what's going on is your brother here wants to go see Travis and I keep telling him no. Even though you decided that you didn't give to shits about what i thought. Moving Travis closer to us didn't help the matter it just make it worse. The Ryan thing is easy to explain, Ryan, become your brother's boyfriend a week after Ryan beat the shit out of Travis. It's not hard to be in low with two people at one time. Who truly want the best for you and truly love you. Polyamorous relationships aren't for everyone but for us it works. We talked everything out and had made rules. Ryan is his boyfriend outside of the club but it's more on a friend's basis. It's nothing really like our relationship, they may kiss once in a while but it would be as much as me and Jason. The club is when he is his dominant. Now for me on the other hand nothing has changed everything is still the same. I'm still his fiancé and his dominant and we still do all the lovey-dovey stuff."Ryder says.

Rose doesn't say anything but just laughs, I know my sister better than anything she doesn't understand any of this. No matter how much we talk about it and or explain the relationship there is always going to be people who didn't understand it. She thinks this is just one big joke. I just sigh and walk back into the apartment. I never really told my sister about my love life here in New York cause she wouldn't get it. But the longer that I have been out here the more me and JJ have been talking. He understands me way better than my sister and that's saying a whole lot when he's a straight male. I have told him everything since I have been out here. He knew about Ryan when our relationship first started up again. Shit JJ even came out here on a business trip or so he told Rose that so she wouldn't bitch and complain about why I didn't invite her. JJ said that he completely understands our relationship and he loves the fact that I'm happy.

I walk into the back of the apartment where my office is I just sit down in my chair and put my head down thinking. I then get a phone call from the state penitentiary. I answer it and accept the charges.

"Hey, I'm so glad you accepted my call. I thought you would decline it like you do all my calls."

"Well, the only reason I answered the call was cause I need to talk to you. I understand that i said that i would come, but things have changed my feelings have changed and so did my thought process on the whole thing. So I'm not coming to see you, it would cause way too many problems with my fiancé and my boyfriend. I understand your sorry for what you did that's fine by me. But what you said and did just wasn't right. I'm not going to be like my sister and trust people and have them come back into my life just to fuck me over. Trust me I know that's exactly what you want because I know why your in prison again. I also know you have been struggling with the men that are there."I sigh.