I'm Theirs [MxM] (BDSM)

Chapter 9

I cry for a good five minutes before I stop. I keep kissing Ryder over and over. Not believing that me and him are engaged now. The only problem is now I remember what is the point when all my family is back in L.A and hate me. I then start crying again but this time it wasn't happy tears.

"Baby what is wrong why are you crying now" Ryder asks.

"I have no family, my family hates me and they all live in L.A there is no point in having a big ass wedding." I sob.

He nods his head and doesn't say anything which just pisses me off more. Then he comes back with this letter that my sister had wrote to him a few weeks ago. He hands it to me and tells me to read it so I start to read it out loud.

Dear Ryder,

I owe you all an apology.  I know that I have been the biggest asshole in earth. When the fifth year of you and my brother being together and you hadn't proposed to him it made me feel and think that you didn't want him, I clearly wasn't thinking. I now realize that what I was wrong and that you were just looking for the right ring, That's why I have a appointment for me and you to look at rings. Now this is going to sound stupid but I'm going to be a big ass towards you and my brother but it isn't cause of hard feelings. It's so he can move on. I know if I don't do this my brother will never leave here.

It was never my intention to cause anyone distress. I just wanted the best for my brother was for him to leave New York and when I tell you when he leaves I'm going to be a mess and things aren't going to go well and I know that so when it does show him this letter. So he knows that me being the way that I am isn't cause I don't love him and because I'm being a ass it's cause I love him and he can do so much better in New York then L.A. Ryan and me have been planning this since me and him met through Alyssa.

I hope you'll forgive me for making you uncomfortable.

Your soon to be Sister in law,

Rose

Knowing Rose she meant the best but she made things hell for me. I want to cry because at lease I know she loves me but I also feel anger.
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I laid in bed later that night still thinking about the whole thing. I still feel happy that I know my sister did all things that she did cause she loved me. Then there is also a part of me that is mad at her for acting the way that she did she could have done all of this so differently and we could have avoided all the anger.
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The next morning I wake up I decide to call Rose knowing she will be up with the kids. Her phone rings and she doesn't pick up so I just kinda get mad. But ignore it and get up and go take a shower. As I'm showering my phone starts to ring. I yell for Ryder to answer it and he doesn't respond so I know he's still sleep.

When I get out of the shower I just wrap a towel around my hips and my hair. I get out of the bathroom and grab my phone. I see that I have a missed call and a text from my sister.

To Jason:
From Little Sis:
What do you want fuck face you talked about how you wanted nothing to do with me and now your calling me. The fuck you want.

I reply
To Little Sis:
From Jason:
Look yes I said those things but that is also cause I didn't know you were doing this to get me out here to New York. I also didn't know that it was so Ryder could proposed. I know everything so you can stop being a dickhead sis. I have read the letter you gave to Ryder.

After a few minutes of me sending her that text message she calls me. I answer right away.

"What do you mean you got the letter I send to Ryder?" She asks.

"The letter you sent to him saying that you were sorry and that you are only doing the things that you are doing to get me out of L.A and to get me somewhere to better my career and also that you and Ryan have been planning this shit since y'all met through Alyssa but you weren't going to tell me that part were you" I say.