⌠ 1 ⌡
There's nothing I can do but watch.
Watch her leave.
Each
slow
footstep
takes her further away from me.
Further and further.
Until I can barely
see her anymore.
Is this really...
how I want things to end?
After everything that's happened.
Time is strange in this way.
All these peaceful days
have washed away the sadness.
And I'd forgotten how loneliness feels,
even if for a short while.
It was only one year.
A fragment of our lives.
A distant high school memory.
Would I...
Would she remember this time we spent?
Would everything...
disappear?
⌠ 2 ⌡
I'd always wanted this.
Genuine friendships.
A place to belong.
And finally, I received it.
The library, the tree, the old clubroom.
All places that I...
that we existed in, together.
But humans are greedy.
I received what I yearned for,
and still wanted more.
I wanted love.
Was this my fault?
Was this the result
of everything I'd built towards?
Maybe...
it wasn't possible for me.
The shadow
of myself.
Of long ago.
It's still there.
The person,
who was always alone.
It hangs over me,
always,
always,
always.
I'm so tired...
⌠ 3 ⌡
Always so difficult
to create a bond.
So easily broken.
I'd wanted so desperately
to change.
To become someone I wasn't.
To avoid being in solitude.
To avoid being hurt
and used
and unnoticed.
Most of all...
I wanted a
place to belong.
And that place
was Ai.
Was I being selfish
to her?
Placing such a burden on her.
When neither of us
could escape our
own circumstances.
Did I even deserve
this idea
called...
happiness?
⌠ 4 ⌡
I watch the sunset until it's dark.
The air cools
and the breeze is chilly now.
Time is passing.
Every second,
every minute,
every hour
takes me closer
to the day that Ai leaves.
2 days.
"It's really goodbye, huh..."
My chest aches.
Pain,
pulsating
throughout
my entire torso.
Regrets
are washing
over my thoughts
like a roaring waterfall
drowning everything else out.
You know...
The blue sky
always
leaves
too soon.
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Wingman ⌠Cell Phone Novel⌡
Romance⌠#15 ranked Cell Phone Novel ⌡ Keichi has no place at school. Except for when he is dragged along on "dates" by Takeshi, his only friend in class. Spending time with different girls, Keichi forgets he is alone, if even for a short while. But when he...
