Unexpected

Chapter Three

Dinner was good, but all I could think about is Alexander. Alexander. God he was so freaking sweet, kind, amazing, adorable, and funny.

He wasn't too serious, but he was mature. He had a heart. All I know is he won't like me back.

I looked at my cream colored plate. Their was only instant mash potatoes, and chicken that came from a box. Well this wasn't that good.

I threw my food away, and walked to my room. God i'm tired. Why am I always tired? Oh well.

I walked to my wooden door, and opened the door fast. Sighing, I would close the door, and grab a pair of pajamas.

The pants were grey and fuzzy; the shirt was grey and fuzzy too. How fun. I would slowly take a look in the mirror. I didn't look like every other girl at least I hope I didn't.

I didn't have a thigh gap. My hips were bigger then any girl in my school. I don't have a flat stomach, and well i'm short. Not a real good combination in my opinion.

I would slowly change in my fuzzy grey pajamas. The pants and shirt covered my legs and arms. Good thing it was keeping me warm.

I would jump on my bed, and get under my white covers. Hm comfy. My eye lids would start to slowly close as I drifted into a deep sleep.

Until my phone beeped. What? Why? Why now? I would open my eyes while groaning, and grab my phone to see Alexander messaged me.

I wonder why he's messaging me right now, I thought he was at work. I would slowly go into my messages in Facebook.

While waiting my heart beat starts to get faster. What's going on? Is he okay? Hopefully he is.

Alexander: We need to talk.

Mikasa: Are you okay?

Alexander: No not really.

Mikasa: What's wrong?

Alexander: I don't think we should date

Wait what? No I love you. You can't leave. I never met a guy like you. I need you. God why?

Mikasa: What why?

Alexander: I don't want to cause you stress or issues.

Mikasa: You don't cause me stress or issues though

Alexander: I could in the future I don't want to hurt you

Mikasa: Alexander what's going on?

Alexander: Many things

Mikasa: Like what?

Alexander: I've been through bad things

Mikasa: What kind of bad things?

Alexander: I'll tell you in the future, but I can't tell you in the future, and let you end up hating me

Mikasa: I won't hate you

Alexander: How do you know?

Mikasa: I'm not that kind of person. You have to trust me, and believe everything will be okay.

Alexander: I trust you

Mikasa: Then stay and let me help you.

Alexander: But I can't

Mikasa: Alexander I love you okay. Listen to me. I, love, you.

Alexander: Promise?

Mikasa: Yes, I won't leave your side ever. I will always be here for you.