Thoughts.

The Letter I Never Sent

I left because
Even thought I've spent 6 months with you, I still felt uncomfortable with our silence.
I tried to understand where you were coming from but I couldn't.
And it was sometimes hard to talk.
I overthink about everything I did knowing that you might get annoyed.
I thought I knew you after all these months, but I don't.
Every time I thought you were about to open your doors, it closed shut.
I really wanted to not give up on you. As a friend who cares. But you already gave up on me.
Hanging out with you for 6 months
And then seeing you in the hallways.
Just glances and small hellos.
The awkwardness of it all.
The person I once thought about all the time.
Now you're just a stranger with memories.
It's kindve selfish of me to think we'd still be friends after all of this.
I wanted assurance that I won't lose someone. That it wasn't a waste of time.
I learned that all of this made me learn of how life really is.
You meet people. They either stay or go. And it's for the better.
So I hope you sleep well.
I hope happiness will always wake you up.
I hope that on the days where you feel sad, you'll look at this and know that it'll be alright.