Lovino's Dirty Secret (prequel)

Chapter Twelve

-----back to Lovino's P.O.V.------

I woke up before Antonio, but was still in his arms. I looked over to the small alarm clock he had on the night stand and saw the time was 9:30.

"Shit.. Toni, wake up idiota! You're gonna be late for work!" I shouted almost, hitting his chest lightly. His eyes flew open and he asked,

"What time is it?" He asked, eyes wide as saucers.

"It's 9:30 you bastard!" I said as he let go of me.

"Oh, mierda!" He shouted as he darted out of bed and ran to the closet to get ready. I chuckled a little bit as I watched him scramble around the closet to get ready. I didn't realize I was staring until Antonio turned around and smiled at me.

"Ohhh Lovi, you're such a perv!" He teased.

"Shut up, Bastard!" I said, looking down, my cheeks burning. Toni kissed my head before rushing out the bedroom doors and out of the house. I got out of bed and realized I was naked, then realized Why I was naked. My face flushed a little bit as I went to put on a pair boxers, Jeans, and a black button-up shirt. I rembered I had an Interview today for this small office job near the cafe I always went to at 3:00. I still had alot of time so I decided to go look for food to eat. After five minutes of searching for a meal, I resorted to cereal, a glass of orange juice, and a banana. I sat on the couch, put on American idol, and ate my cereal.

After about an hour and a half of laughing at the tone-deaf assholes who think they ever had a chance at winning American idol I found myself singing along with this one chick who auditioned with "I will always love you" by Whitney Houston.

"AND IIIIIIIIIIIIIII-E-IIIIIIIIIIIII WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU." I sang along at the top of my lungs, the remote-control as my microphone. The chick auditioning wasn't had bad, she was actually hitting the notes well, but I couldn't hear her over my beautiful voice.

"LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU OHHHHHH IIIIIII, WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUUUUUU." I sang along until I was out of breath and laying down on the couch, panting and laughing to myself as I finished the episode of American Idol. I checked the time in the T.V and saw it was barely 11:00. What was I supposed to do for four hours? Then, I decided to take a walk. I grabbed a sweater and headed out the door.

I walked absent-mindedly for about fifteen minutes and found myself downtown near a couple of shops. There was one shop that seemed interesting so I walked inside. I browsed the shop for about fifteen minutes untill I saw a familiar looking man with auburn hair and a curl sticking out of his head. I immediatley recognize him as my twin brother Feliciano.

"Fr-Fratello?" I said, trying to get his attention. He whipped is head around almost immediatley after hearing my voice.

"Lovino!" he exclaimed, throwing his arms around me. I laughed a little bit and did the same.

"I've missed you so much! Where have you been? How have you been? Do you have a place to live? Luddy and I have plenty of space at our house!" He went on and on asking me these questions and how he hated Austria for kicking me out like that.

"Wait," I interrupted, "Who's Luddy?"

"O-Oh.. He's my um.." he fidgeted a little bit before finishing his sentence. "...boyfreind." He finished, looking up at me. 

"BOYFREIND?!" I shouted, "IS HE THAT BASTARD YOU MET ON THE PLANE?!"

"Si! Si! That's him! Please don't hurt meee." He said, "He's a Great guy! I promise!" he finished, cheeks red.

"Fine. I guess I can't be too upset since I have a boyfriend as well." I replied, color returning to my cheeks.

"Ohhhh! What's his name!" He asked, stepping closer, interest sparkling in his eyes.

"His name is Antonio." I replied.

"I bet he's wonderful!" He said, grinning ear to ear.

"He is." I replied, a faint smile on my face.

"So, where have you been? How did you manage after being kicked out?" He asked, worry filling his Carmel eyes. I sighed and told him everything. From Roxy, to her death, and to Living with Antonio.

"That's horrible! Oh, Lovino! I'm sorry you had to do that!" He said, throwing his arms around me.

"It's Okay. It's not your fault."

"Does Antonio know about your past?" He asked, looking up at me and pulling away from the hug.

"N-No he doesn't." I said, looking down at my shoes.

"You should tell him." He said, in a serious tone. I had never thought about telling Toni. But now that I have, I started to get scared. What if he leaves me? What if he thinks I'm disgusting? What if he calls me horrible names? What if he leaves me? Those thoughts and questions raced through my mind and tears were forming in the corners of my eyes.

"W-Well if you're not ready, you don't have to tell him! Just don't cry, Fratello!" He said, hugging me again. I was already annoyed with the constant hugging but I decided to bear it since it's been so long. He pulled away quickly once his phone beeped.

"I'm sorry Lovino, but I have to go! Luddy just made lunch!" He kissed me on the cheek before rushing out the shop doors. I waved goodbye to him and watched him leave the street altogether. I sighed and continued my walk.

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I hope you guys are enjoying this story. Are you? Let me know.. bc I kinda feel like it's bad. Idk. This story is almost done, btw. There's probably like one or two more chapters left and then the story would go to the sequel which I wrote before this. (Well, duh this is a prequel after all. Sorry author-chan is really stupid.) Well, let me know which ship I should write about next!  I love you guys and thanks for over 900 reads!

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-Angelinalikesanime