loucifer ✔

twelve

"Hey Lou!" Harry slurs, wobbling over to Louis' lawn, bottle of Hennessey in his hand with a lazy grin on his face.

"Fuck.." Louis groaned, palming his forehead.

"Who's that?" Ashton asked, looking down at the man.

"Nobody important." He gritted through his clenched teeth.

"C'mon, doll!" Harry exclaims,smiling up at him, showing his dimples.

"You have no right to call me that anymore, Harry!" Louis shouted, he doesn't care if Ashton's here, if he wants him then he has accept this bullshit.

"Oh come on." Harry drags, "just come over my place and bend over. Like old times." Harry said chuckling, Ashton looked like he was ready to jump down there and murder him, Louis was shaking his head.

He chuckled bitterly, "go the fuck home, Harry..you're fucking drunk!" He yells, inching his body out the window with every word.

"Baby, I miss you! I want you!"

"No you don't." Louis said, not realizing small streaks of tears flowing out of his eyes.

"Yes I do!" He sings

"Harry, I'm a slut remember?" Louis said shakily, sadly smiling.

"I didn't mean it doll I swear!"

"Yes you did, you know you fucking did. You're right though! It's true!" Louis shouted, Ashton furrowed his eyebrows and grabbed Louis' hand.

"Don't touch him!" Harry shouted

"Don't fucking talk to him like that!" Louis shouted back at Harry who was caught off guard.

"Oh, you're taking his side Louis?!" Harry shouted, balling up his fist.

"Damn right I am!"

"After all I had to do for you?" Harry asked, "I could've been with someone else while messing with you! But I didn't I could've told Elly to suck me off, but I didn't cause I thought of you! I should've said no to you!" Harry ranted

"Yeah you should've but you didn't! I told you who I was and what I did, you still insisted to fuck my brains out!" Ashton gasped and Louis looked over at him, "sorry," he whispered

"What else was I supposed to do!?"

"Say fucking no! I was an option, Harry! I always was! You're a twenty two year old man you should've known how to fucking say no! Twink or not!"

"Maybe I wanted you, maybe I couldn't take my mind off you..maybe I wanted this to last..until I saw you with him." Harry said, pointing at Ashton.

"Keep Ashton out of this." Louis cried, Ashton sighed and squeezed Louis' hand a little, wishing he could jump in to protect what's his.

"Wow..so what is this? You were fucking him while messing with me?" Harry asked, Louis looked at Ashton and shook his head quickly.

"No."

"Louis-"

"I fucking didn't, okay!?" Louis shouted

"I don't believe you."

"Then leave."

"Fine!"

"Go!"

"...Fine." Harry mumbled with saddened eyes, walking over to his house next door to Louis'

Once everything was said and done Ashton looked at Louis with saddened eyes.

"So I'm guessing that's what's all on the table huh?" He whispered.

"Yeah.." Louis whispered back, sniffling.

"I'll see you tomorrow." Ashton said, looking at Louis still, waiting for a response.

"Alright." Louis said, Ashton kissed Louis' cheek. Louis winced a little and forced a quick smile as the older boy slid down the side of the roof and ran to his car.

It was finally Friday, he couldn't be more happier, he could just sleep for the remainder of the evening without stressing about work. Louis was still out of it today though, lastnight was horrible. A prime example why he can't be in a relationship, he's a slut who likes a dick up his ass all the time.

"Lou!" Michael whispered across the class, it was third block, the last block before lunch and Michael was just recently moved there, he whispered his name three more times and after writing in his notebook, Louis finally looked up. He raised his eyebrows to indicate that he was ready for whatever he had to say.

"Are you okay?" He mouthed

Louis nodded.

"You sure?" Michael asked

"Yeah." He said softly, looking back down about to write again until he heard Michael say his name again. He snapped his head up and looked at Michael who had his hand on his chest, where his heart is placed

"I'm here for you." He whispered with a light smile.

Louis nodded and slightly smiled back, "thanks." He said, tapping his chest with his index finger as well.

Louis decided to skip lunch and let a few more tears out, he sat on the benches by the football field and watched the boys practice, he heard Calum was on the team, now would be good to look for him.

The weather was windy, it was colder for him since he was placed in the shade, his thoughts were interrupted when Ashton came to sit by him, wrapping his arms around his shoulder.

"Hey." He said

"Hey." Louis mumbled, looking down, letting the tears fall to his knee.

"Can you..tell me who that was lastnight?" Ashton asked shyly.

"Let's just say he's someone I thought I could get along with." Louis said looking out on the field.

"Romantically?"

"Sexually." Louis corrected.

"Heh, oh." Ashton said, looking down.

Louis sniffled and nodded

"Can you tell me about what happened?" He asked

"Yeah," Louis paused for a minute, "after you dropped me off at my house..he saw us in the driveway talking and when I kissed you." Ashton nodded with furrowed eyebrows and Louis sniffled, "he came through my window and we started to argue and I pushed him off of me then..he um.." He tried to hold back a big wall full of tears, but there was no use to, "he punched me." He covered his face and shook his head, "I thought I didn't like him like that but I did! That's why it hurts so much!"

"So that's who did it?" he paused "..he was the one who made you cry like that?" Ashton whispered, looking at the boy who's head was down, crying and nodding.

"Yeah that's him.." He squeaked through sobs, "I hurt him and he hurt me." He sniffled and looked up at Ashton with bloodshot eyes, "is this what you want Ash? A slut?" Louis sobbed.

"Louis you're not-"

"It's too late anyways.." He chuckled bitterly, sobbing once again.

"What?"

"You sold your soul to the devil once you came in me, baby.." Louis said looking away from Ashton and down to the boys kicking the ball around the field.

"Just like him."