loucifer ✔

forty three

[ lol,if you don't like the story you can kindly delete this from your library and get out. If you took the time to read and be patient for an explaination you would know what is happening.]

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"Can you please..explain.." Harry sighed, Louis sat down in front of him and ruffled his hair.

"Explain?" Louis mumbled.

"You. Everything."

"Okay..Uh, well.." Louis mumbled, "This isn't easy if i'm quite honest, but at fifteen I thought I was going through a phase of some sort, you know the kinks and having any man you want..all that. I realized that it wasn't and that I wanted to contiue this whole thing. You probably knew that Niall was my first boyfriend," Harry rolled his eyes, "Well yeah and through that whole time..I cheated on him, but he was faithful to me..he let me hurt him and call him all types of names, he was so drained out once I was through with him..and I liked it, I liked to see how sad he would get without me, I liked it when he yelled back at me..it was such a rush, you know?"

"Then he caught me in the middle of my little scandal and he left with tears in his eyes,I knew he hated me right after he moved..his mum hated my ass too..I didn't blame her..I was a bitch." Louis closed his eyes and sighed, " I had, well I have commintment issues..Everytime I'm in a relationship I cheat, but it's not me..and I swear it's not, when I get real pissy It's not me..I always called myself Loucifer, because I'll fuck you up for the hell of it, I don't even try..if you stay around me long enough.." Louis snapped his fingers, "You'll be under my sick spell and you'll be the one to fulfill my sadistic needs. I had three boyfriends, I hurt Niall, he still wants me, I cheated and tried to kill Ashton and he still wants me, I dated a man named Nick and he's so much worst than you and Niall combined." Louis shook his head and shugged.

"I didn't ask for this..I don't want this, I never wanted you to be all messed up, when I asked for a break everytime we talked you went through almost every emotion in the book, You were happy to see me, then you were sad, then you were mad, then you got all seductive and touchy..I never meant to hurt you, Harry. I only wanted to have fun.."

"So you never..planned on dating me?" Harry whispered.

"No, I didn't.."

"You never planned on being a dad?" Harry asked, looking up at Louis.

"No.." Louis sniffled, "I'm trying to warn you..I have always been trying to warn you..how I can confuse you and manipuate you,I can hurt you physically and emotionally. Nobody ever listens to me though..I'm so pretty, don't listen to the pretty boy!" Louis started to shout.'

" Harry, I do love you, I really do. I love you so much and I'm glad that I'm able to say that without another doubt in my fucking head, but I need you to dump me! Can you not see I can kill you!?"

"Louis I don't wanna let you go."

"You have to..I don't wanna let you go either, but you have to do this for me.." Louis shook his head, "I have to admit I can control myself a lot better.."

Harry's eyes were droopy, he looked so tired, so drained and pale, Louis feels like he sucked all the life out of him and now nothing in the world matters to him but Louis.

"Please, don't..I can't..you know I can't." Harry sighed, grabbing Louis' hands. Louis smiled sadly at him.

"You sound like him.." He chuckled softly, "like all of them.."

"Louis don't- don't do this to me!" Louis' oldest boyfriend of twenty nine pleaded, His name was Nick, Louis was sixteen.