nineteen.

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"Louis!" He screamed, picking the boy up and slamming his door shut. He got on his knees and felt Louis' forehead and placed two fingers on his neck trying to check his pulse.

"Louis come on.." He whispered, he looked at his hand that was now covered in blood, he furrowed his eyebrows and quickly turned him over seeing that his backside had a dark red blotch on it, "Jesus no.." He started to cry, it was unbelievable..someone actually hurt his baby.

"Louis." He tapped his face lightly, Louis barely opened his eyes, "can you hear me?" Louis whimpered and Harry sighed, "come on.." He picked Louis up again and walked upstairs to the bedroom, laying him down on the bed.

"You gotta answer me, baby" Harry begged, grabbing Louis' limp hand, "fuck, please.." He said squeezing it, crying hard.

Louis coughed and moaned in pain, tears automatically started streaming down his face, he was confused and hurt, he squeezed Harry's hand and looked over towards him.

"Please say you're okay.." Harry mumbled

"I'm not okay, Haz" Louis cried

Harry touched his face and sighed, biting his lip to detain anymore threatening tears. Louis started to gag and cough Harry's eyes widened and he grabbed a nearby trash bin and sat closely beside Louis. Louis grabbed it quickly and threw up, sobbing.

"Harry." He sobbed

Harry crawled on the bed held him closely, laying the boy on his chest, "we can talk in the morning, hm?"

Louis just nodded, snuggling into Harry's chest further, sobbing.

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"no.." Louis whimpered softly, shifting side to side., "no!" He said louder thrashing his hands in the air, Harry ran into the room to see Louis screaming and crying.

"Lou!" He shouted, running towards the bed, he grabbed Louis and held him in his arms, Louis tried pushing him away thinking it was the villain in his dream who was holding him.

"Get off!" Louis sobbed, "get the fuck off!"

"Louis it's me." Harry said softly, grabbing his wrist to stop him from swinging. Louis shot his eyes open and gasped, sweat beads glistened on his forehead and his breathing was heavy.

"Look, it's fine..it's me.." Harry whispered, Louis sniffled and looked at him closely.

"I'm bleeding." He whimpered

"How bad, baby?"

"Bad." Louis whispered, Harry shifted a little and he winced. Louis grabbed his stomach and groaned, "fuck.." He cried through clenched teeth.

" what the fuck?" Harry looked at his hand and it was darker than earlier, "Louis wha- what happened?"

"He was sticking all types of things in me and it hurt, he punched me a-and scratched me." Louis tried to explain which was somewhat a fail since mostly everything he saw was a blur.

"Who did it?" Harry growled, Louis could barely keep his eyes open he tried to speak softly because his screaming damaged his throat, Harry was slowly disappearing in front of him, "Louis!" He shouted.

"Ash.." He whispered before shutting his eyes completely.

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"When did this happen?" Louis heard

"I don't know..he came home from school later than usual and he just looked horrible..he fainted." Harry explained, biting on his knuckles.

"We saw something inside of him while we were checking for any further damage..I think it's best for you to know before we give you any other information" The nurse said, making Louis furrow his eyebrows, but keeping his eyes shut.

"What?" Harry asked

"When was the last time you and your companion had sex, sir?"

"Not too long ago, why?" Harry asked with his eyebrows furrowed, the nurse sighed and looked down.

"Louis was pregnant." Louis widened his eyes and covered his mouth shaking his head as tears poured out of his eyes. He could hear harry sobbing on the other side of the door, that was the reason why Louis felt like something was wrong in there..he thought it was something he ate, but no..it was his dead unborn child.

"The baby couldn't survive the type of physical altercations that was being performed on Louis." The nurse explained to a crying Harry, he really wanted a baby..he could've had that.

"No..no..no" Louis whimpered, trembling hands touching his stomach, he sat up and bit his lip to stop from crying, it wouldn't work.

Harry continued crying and banged his fist on a wall, making Louis cry harder. He heard the door open and Harry was unrecognizable, his hair was flailed everywhere, his eyes were dark, his face was red and full of tears.

"Harry.." He sobbed, Harry walked towards him and held him closely, crying harder as he stroked his hair, "I'm so sorry.." He cried.

"It's not your fault."

"You wanted that baby..you- we could've had it." Louis sobbed in his chest.

"You said-"

"Fuck what I said, I could've had this baby with you!" Louis cried, trying to move away.

"Look at me." Harry said pulling away,still crying hard, Louis looked down instead, "Louis!" Harry said sternly causing Louis to look up at him.

"Don't.." Harry bit his lip to stop himself from crying again, "don't beat yourself up..okay?"Louis sniffled and nodded, "none of this," Harry pointed around the hospital, "is your fault.." Louis started crying again and Harry held him tightly.

"I have to live..knowing my baby died inside of me!" Louis sobbed, Harry shushed him as he kissed his head, trying to console him.

"It hurts..I know.." Harry started

"But there's always room to try again.." He mumbled, silently crying into Louis' hair.

"We could've been great dads.."

"Maybe..." Louis whispered

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