tamelia: what if?

Girl in a Bar

3rd person pov: the attendings, amelia, teddy, cristina, meredith, derek, owen, bailey, and maggie are at joes, even though mer is not drinking because she is 6 months pregnant. they are all sitting at a table with drinks. amelia and teddy go up to get more drinks for everyone. they have the order, but order something for themselves as well. "vodka shots" amelia and teddy say at the same time after getting everyone elses drinks. "you like just plain vodka shots, as a prefered drink? i thought i was the only one!" teddy laughs. "i like simple" amelia says. they take the shots, and head back to the table. after a few minutes teddy goes to the bathroom, and amelia goes as well. as they are standing at the sinks, amelia goes up to teddy and kisses her. teddy is shocked, but after a second, kisses her back. "oh, my god teddy i am so sorry," amelia says. "dont be," teddy says, and she smiles. teddy kisses amelia again, gently this time, on her cheek, and walks out.

amelias pov: ohmygodohmygodohmygodohmygod. i kissed teddy altman and she kissed me back. i kissed teddy. and it felt good. i want to do it again. oh my god. i mean, i know im drunk, but i still can't believe i did that. i always do what i subconsciously want to do when i am drunk. oh crap. i like teddy. 

a few hours later; the dream house

merediths pov: oh god that was a lot. i dont know if im hearing what i think im hearing. "you kissed teddy?!?" i say to amelia. "you kissed teddy!?!" derek says. "i kissed teddy" amelia says."i mean, go you!" i say. "teddy is hot" "i know, right!" amelia says. "wait i didnt know teddy liked girls" derek said. "me neither" amelia says. "i just kinda did it" "wait, so what does this mean?" i say. "no clue, im gonna call her now." amelia says.

teddys pov: i get a call from amelia and i pick up. "hey!" i say. "hey," she says. she sounds out of breath. "you good?" i say. "yeah" she says. "so what does this mean?" "you mean when you kissed me? well, im not mad, and i want to do it again, so maybe we can meet up for drinks later this week after work, if youre down for that." i say. crap. i really like amelia, and i dont want to risk this. when she kissed me i was so relieved, because i have liked her since the moment i saw her, and i was just too scared to do what she did. i used to think i loved owen, but in reality, i had just gone through the loss of the love of my life, and i love owen, but i just needed a friend. owen is my best friend, and i love him, but im not IN love with him. i want amelia. "yeah," amelia says. "tuesday at 9 sound good? joes?" ohmygod i am going on a date with amelia shepherd. "yeah" i say. "its a date" ohmygod. "see you then!" she says. she hangs up. oh my god. i am going on a date with a neuro goddess, a beautiful woman who is so smart and funny. oh god what am i going to wear?

amelias pov: aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh ohmygodohmygod. i am going on a date with teddy. "so?" meredith says. "i..." i say. "i..am going to joes on tuesday with teddy. its a date" "congrats!" mer says. "nice" derek says. oh godddddd. teddy is so hot, and smart and funny and brave and kind and all around amazing. only a few more days.