tamelia: what if?

I Do

4 months later                                                                                                                                                                          wedding day

amelias pov: i stand in front of the mirror, with maggie and meredith around me. i am wearing a long slip style gown.

i dont know what teddy is wearing yet, and she doesnt know what i am wearing. she is in the room next to me, with owen, cristina and arizona. we are at a vineyard, and i am ready to marry my person. i breathe, and we put the finishing touches on my makeup. i open the door, and derek is there to walk me down the aisle. "you look beautiful amelia," he says, and i hug him. we go out to where the ceremony is, and maggie and mer walk down the aisle, as they are my bridesmaids. after they stand next to the altar, cristina, arizona and bailey walk down the aisle as teddys bridesmaids, and i stand, arms linked with derek, ready to walk down the aisle.

teddys pov: i am wearing a lacy jumpsuit.

i stand next to owen, ready to walk down the aisle. amelia is already at the altar. we walk down the aisle, and i stand next to amelia. "teddy, when i met you, the first thing that went through my head was just wow. and then, is she single, and then, does she like girls. when i kissed you at joes that night, its like i was blind, but when i kissed you, i could see everything in perfect clarity. you are the other half of my soul, and i cant imagine life without you. i love you, and i promise to love you for the rest of my life" amelia says. i grasp her hands, and i rub them with my thumbs. my eyes start to get teary as i say my vows. "amelia, you are beautiful, and smart, and strong. you are the best thing that ever happened to me, and every second i spend away from you is a second i regret. i love you and i want to spend the rest of my life loving you," i say. "do you, theadora grace altman, take amelia frances shepherd, to be your lawfully wedded wife, in sickness and in health, for richer and for poorer, as long as you both shall live?" richard, who is officiating, says. "i do," i say. "and do you, amelia frances shepherd take theodora grace altman to be your lawfully wedded wife, in sickness and in health, for richer and for poorer, as long as you both shall live?" "i do," "i now pronounce you wife, and wife. you may kiss each other," i kiss amelia, and nothing else matters. any problem i was concerned about, anything. it all dissapears. the only thing i am aware of is my wife. we pull apart, and everyone is clapping. we stay at the altar for pictures, and everyone heads to the reception area for the party. 

amelias pov: after we take pictures, we head over to the dance floor, where we have our first dance. we have a big party, and our lives are perfect. everything is amazing. i have the woman i love, and we are going to be together forever. we sit at a table with derek, meredith, maggie, owen, cristina and arizona. (a/n: i do not condone any sort of owen idiocy, but i had to put him in bc of his and teddy's friendship). we eat from the food trucks we had cater the wedding, and we party until it is late at night. after the party, we go on our honeymoon in europe. first, we are going to germany. we lie in our hotel room in berlin, and teddy wraps her arms around me, as i lean into her chest, and our breathing synchronizes. i kiss her, and our tongues thrash around as our legs intertwine. teddy pulls off her robe, and i move my hands over her body, moaning softly. i slide my finger inside of her, and she moans as i move it in a figure 8. she releases, and i lick it up, my tongue going inside of her, making her moan even louder. she pulls me back up to her head, and she kisses me, and moves her mouth down my body, as she puts her tongue inside, and sucks gently, as i moan, and release, which makes her suck even harder. i grab her, and i lie on top of her, holding her, and moving my hands around her back. our tongues grapple for dominance as our mouths interlock. after a few hours, we fall asleep in eachothers arms. i wake up the same way i fell asleep, holding teddy, with our foreheads touching. i kiss her lips softly, and she smiles, before opening her eyes. "do you want to walk around the city a little bit? do some exploring?" i say. we sit up, and i kiss her again. "yeah," she says. i kiss her again, and we slide out of bed, and put on clothes. she wears a long sleeve white shirt, and a jean jacket, and some dark leggings that show off her amazing ass. i wear a black tank top, and dark green shorts. we walk out of the hotel, and wander around berlin. we got onto a bus, and teddy freezes when she sits down. "andrew," she says. there is a man stitting on the next seat over. he has blue eyes and dark blond hair, and a thin beard. "teddy?" he says. "why are you here?" "im here on my honeymoon with my wife," she says as she grasps my hand. "oh," he says. "uh, congratulations," "teds, who is this?" i whisper in her ear. "yeah, um, andrew, this is amelia, my wife. amelia, this is andrew. we um, dated for a while a long time ago," she says. "yeah, uh i asked her to move to germany with me, and she said no and we broke up," andrew says. we sit in silence until the next stop, when we get off. 

teddys pov: "oh my god, ames, i am so sorry, this must have been so uncomfortable," i say. "baby, its fine, i love you, you had no reason to bring him up, you dont know about all my exes, i dont need to know about yours," she says, and she kisses my lips. "there is probably one ex of mine you should know," i say, thinking of allison. my first big love. "so, you know how i told you about allison, my best friend who died in 9/11?" i ask. she nods, and i continue. "well, we were more than friends. we were in love with eachother. her death broke me in a way i didnt know i could be broken. i love you so much, but a part of my heart will always love allison." amelia smiles. "i know how you feel. i feel the same way about ryan." she says. amelia told me about ryan a month or so ago. she puts her head on my shoulder, and we keep exploring the city. we head back to the hotel, and just fall asleep. my arms are wrapped around her, and we are facing eachother. her face is pressed into my neck, and my head rests on top of hers. our legs are woven together, and we fall asleep, and feel eachothers warmth.

a/n: ex drama! but we also get to see how solid the relationship is. lmk if u have any ideas for the story? im debating whether they should have kids or not. amelia is probably more reluctant, and teddy is probably just nervous, and scared. thanks for reading!