Love Me Not (Park Rosé x femreader)

Prologue

Hanggang sa huli (Until the end) by Sb19

Note: This song summarizes the whole story.

English translation:

Every time my heart's alone
There's a melody knocking
On the door of my memory

Shouldn't have stared at your eyes anymore
Now, you're the only one I see

Your memory seems new
In my dreams, you are present

And even if the world would change
I'm always here
I may not be the one for you, my heart will not change
There's no one else, there's no one еlse
There's nothing morе to look for
My love is yours
Yours until the end

It maybe right that you should be forgotten now
My love is like a breeze
That you will never feel

Shouldn't have stared at your eyes anymore
For you're still the one I see

My only hope suddenly vanished
But my love did not disappear

And even if the world would change
I'm always here
I may not be the one for you, my heart will not change
There's no one else, there's no one else
There's nothing more to look for
My love is yours
Yours until the end

If we were destined to meet
Then the two of us are for each other
And if I had said everything back then
Will anything change?
In my every breath
My prayer is to be with you
And if this is the last
I want you to know that

I love you
I love you
I love you

There's no one else, there's no one else
There's nothing more to look for
My love is yours
Yours until the end

*****

The guitar fell from her grip as soon as she finishes the song, warm tears trickling down unto her cheek as every bits of her emotions are poured into this one song.

A song that conveys her message for someone she loves.

She never felt so broken— broken like her favorite guitar.

But still, despite the pain.

She smiles.

******

Many says that LOVE is the most wonderful thing that can happen to a person.

Others say it only brings nothing but pain.

And sometimes, love is a mixture of both pleasure and pain like of a beautiful rose with sharp torns. Similar as to when we make love to a partner— even that has the word love.

But what if, it is an unrequited love? A rose without its petals, only torns.

Would it still be as wonderful as how others say?

A person in the internet once said, 'To burn with desire and keep quiet about it is the greatest punishment we can bring to ourselves'

So the answer to that question is yes. It still can. IF by chance, you are lucky enough to change that unrequited love into a requited one - given for the rose to bloom and grow its beautiful petals once more.

It would be the best, I tell you.

But of course, it wouldn't end there. This isn't a fairytale, people. Wake up.

There is never a happy ending in ones story. It is just a segment where life gives you temporary bliss. Sooner or later, a new story will start - we call it sometimes, the beginning of the end, or.... the end of the beginning.

Either way, it's still the same.

What I am about to tell you is only a portion - a part - a segment in the life of a certain girl, of how cupid has his arrows everywhere. Not caring if it would hurt others or not.

A mix of both fluff and angst - pleasure and pain.

Love between two young people who seem so happy yet not. Both are meant to meet but.... are they really destined to be with each other?

Roses with torns are handed to this goddess whose name is of similar to that so-called flower. 

Would she be able let those beautiful flowers blossom, just like her feelings for the lucky girl who caught her eyes?

Or would she fail and let it die? Let the torns grow and hurt her.

Find out in Love Me Not