Love Me Not (Park Rosé x femreader)

Chapter 1

Chapter 1: *Hello*
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Ever wondered what is it like to have a member of a family to live miles away from you? Perhaps in province or city, or on the other side of the world?

Well, atleast for those lucky people who still have their family living in one roof.

Wait—

I know what you're thinking.

You still live with your parents?! How old are you, five?

Okay, let me explain.

Yes, y/n here still resides in the humble abode of her dad in the city of New York. No, she is not five. Much older than that actually.

She's twenty-three and currently on a one year hiatus from her career.

The reasons? We'll get to that later.

For now, let's talk about her and her family.

Kim y/n, though she was born in the US, is a full blooded korean. Her family migrated there before she was born.

Her life, you can say it's actually fine - good but not the best. She has a great relationship with her parents and older sister, has good visuals, has friends, a straight A student, has a kind and selfless personality.

Although she is a slight introvert, nothing can stop her from going to parties as it is a place where problems and negativities aren't welcomed.

What could that be?

Well, as I have mentioned, she has a sister who is two years older than her.

Her sister decided to pursue her dream as a kpop idol eight years ago. Her sister passed the audition and therefore had to reside in Korea. Her mom came with her as their parents didn't want to let their oldest daughter to live in another country alone. Much more let her feel that they don't support her dream.

Y/n's dad, having a business in New York city, couldn't come with them. Thus, they all agreed to split for the mean time with the younger daughter with their dad in US, and the older daughter with their mom in Korea.

Now that's settled.

Let's now move on— I mean, move on in the present times.

With the longing for her mom, but mostly for her sister whom she haven't seen for eight years, well— of course she'd talk to her over the phone, which rarely happens since her career as an idol is extremely exhausting - not to mention the fact that  her unnie is supper busy that she couldn't find the time to visit her dongsaeng in the foreign country.

Sure, she always see her  face everywhere. She's all over the internet and televisions for godsake, even in New York's huge billboards.

She's that famous and successful along with her band mates, and y/n is very proud - proud to be her sister.

But that's just it.

She haven't see her in person for so long that she even took a hiatus, just to be with her sister. She begged her parents if she can live with her even if it is just for a year, then she'll leave.

She promised not to be a burden, for her sister lives at a dorm along with three other persons; her band mates.

Luckily, her sister and parents agreed.

Now, y/n stands in front of the door of the girls' dorm, luggage at her side, and hands shaking.

She's nervous.

She can't remember how to act around her sister anymore.

What if she changed?

What if they aren't that close anymore?

Will everything be the same between them?

The train of 'what ifs' kept coming as y/n continues to stand in front of the door, already looking like a creepy wierdo in the eyes of those who have passed by her. Other concered citizens almost decided to call the security, for they mistakenly thought that she is one of the sasaeng fans.

Fortunately, the door opens, taking her by surprise.

Y/n felt her legs turned into jelly at how they weaken and wobble at the sight of her long time crush.

Blackpink's Jennie.

'She looked a million times better in person' y/n thought, still staring at the goddess in front.

"Hello, you might be Kim y/n. Jisoo's sister"

That, my readers, is how you kill Y/n.

With Jennie's sweet and honey-like voice, y/n's heart exploded into pieces at how hard it hammered against her ribs. She swore that for a minute, her heart skipped a beat and she stopped breathing.

And oh god, her smile!

It was everything for y/n.

The sight just makes her drool, and make her look like a fool.

"Hello?" Jennie snaps her fingers in front of y/n's face, snatching her out of her trance. The younger blinks a couple of times, adjusting her vision.

She thought she saw heaven for a moment, but soon realize that she had just made a complete fool out of herself in front of her crush.

She duck her head, the heat rising unto her cheeks. She felt sheepish and shy at the same time.

Rubbing her nape, y/n replies timidly. "Uh— h-hi, is... is my— is my sister there?"

Y/n never felt so embarrased in her whole entire life. She shut her eyes, wishing for the floor to open up and eat her alive.

After all, it was THE Jennie Kim whom she is talking to. To stutter? How embarrasing is that?

"Yeah, she's in her room. Come on, I'll take you to her" Jennie says rather in delight. Her grin never have been as wide as when she saw this beautiful creature whom she happens to meet at their doorway.

She felt so blessed.

Grabbing her hand, Jennie drag the younger towards her band mate's room. Knocking twice before letting her know that her sister has arrived.

Y/n dozes off once again as the only thing she can hear is the wild beating of her heart.

'Jennie's hand feels soft' She thought as she cherishes the feeling of the feline's touch.

Though, it was quick while it lasted.

Jennie instantly pulled her hand away as one of her band mate, Jisoo, came out with an eyebrow arched up, staring straight at their clasped hands.

'Welp, there goes my chance' Jennie thought, moving aside.

Y/n once more snap out of her thoughts as she heard the voice of the person whom she have been longing for.

"Dongsaeng!"

"Unnie!"

Letting go of her luggage, y/n immediately ran into her sister's arms, engulfing her into a tight embrace as she let her older sister feel her years of longing. Jisoo did the same as eight years without her younger sister's presence was utter torture.

Jennie watches the two with a heart as warm as the sun. The scene in front of her is just so heart-melting, she can't help but smile.

"Come on, I'll help you unpack. The extra room has been cleaned" Jisoo says, helping her sister with her luggage as they both went inside the room that is now y/n's.

"Can I sleep in your room tonight, unnie?"

"Of course, we'll spend the night just like how we used to"