Love Me Not (Park Rosé x femreader)

Epilogue

Epilogue: A letter to the four
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The day of y/n's burial came by in blur, and the pinks attended without the public knowing.

"Y/N!" Jisoo kept crying as she hug the coffin of her beloved sister.

"WHY?! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?!"

Her fellow members and the others who are present can only look at her with sympathy.

"IF ONLY YOU TOLD ME, I WOULD'VE LET YOU STAY! I COULD'VE TAKE CARE OF YOU!"

It was too heart-breaking to watch her cry and hear her heart-wrenching sobs.

Rosé on the other hand, is weeping quietly at her unnie's side. She has prepared herself for this, but still, it's too painful.

Loving her is worth the heartbreak though.

"Love, if you can here me, wherever you are, I hope you're happy. Always remember that I love you, okay?"

And the wind blows.

And the aussie felt it, and she couldn't even be more happy at the response.

She smiled sadly.

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Dusk came by and the coffin had to be lowered already.

Everyone watches with tears in their eyes as the coffin gets lowered and lowered, and eventually burried six feet under.

The pinks were about to head towards their van and go home, when Mrs. Kim stops them.

"Rosé dear"

"Yes, Mrs. Kim?"

"Here" The older woman handed her a folded paper. "Y/n asked me to give it to you"

The aussie felt like crying again. She bit her lower lip to refrain herself from doing so and took the paper with shaking hands.

As quickly as possible, the four went home and hurdled at their sofa.

Rosé then unfolded the piece of paper.

Hey guys!

If you're reading this, then that means I'm already six feet under.

During my stay here in your dorm, I've been nothing but a coward. I kept everything to myself because it would only worry all of you if you knew. Plus, I'd only be a burden.

That is why I'll be telling you all those that I couldn't say in a form of a letter.

To Lisa:

Hi unnie, I know you never liked me. I don't know what I did for you to hate me. But whatever that is, I'm really sorry. I wished we could've been friends, I heard your the sweetest when it comes to them. But I guess, some things aren't really meant to work out. Perhaps, we have an ill-fated relationship in the past, don't you think?

I don't even know if you'll read this or not.

I'm guessing you won't.

But if ever you do, I wanted to say thank you for being the person who can make everyone smile. Thank you for always lifting up the mood whenever Jisoo, Jennie and Rosé are down. Thank you for taking care of them.

That's supper cool, unnie!

To Jisoo:

My best sister in the whole wide world, thank you for letting me live with you. If you hadn't, my remaining days would've been dull and tedious at New York. And I would've not be able to see and be with you for the last time.

I'm sorry I kept my illness from you. I just don't want to worry you like what I've said. I also don't want you to treat me like I was dying— well I was but, you know what I mean.

About that day, I was never mad at you so please don't be hard on yourself, okay? It's my fault, I lied because of my selfish decisions of wanting to set Jennie free.

I forgave you already, so please don't blame yourself.

Love you.

To Jennie:

Hi Jennie, I'm sorry if I had broken up with you by saying I don't love you anymore. That time, I still had feelings for you, but I decided to let you go.

We aren't meant for each other.

I wanted you to be happy with Lisa unnie. Yes, I know you have a relationship with her, I caught you two making love one night, but don't blame yourself, okay? I chose not to tell anyone, including you, because I know everyone will hate and blame you.

You know, my sister can be scary at times.

I don't want anyone hating you because of a simple mistake. It's inevitable, especially when we have mistaken love as a mere infatuation.

I hope you're happy now with Lisa unnie. You two look good together, I ship!

Jenlisa forever!

To Rosé:

My love of my life, thank you for loving me despite knowing I'll be leaving the world soon. Thank you for being my rock, my shoulder to cry on, and for always being at my side whenever I'm at my lowest point. Even if I tried to push you away, you stayed. Willing to be hurt just to make me smile.

I'm really grateful for all of your efforts. For coming into my world, for being my girlfriend, and for making me happy till the very end. I ought to cherish every moment and keep them inside my heart forever.

Now that I'm gone, I hope you find someone who can love you for a long time. Keep moving on and forget about me. Be happy and take care of yourself, okay? Love?

Always remember, even if I'm gone, I'll always be at your side. Watching you from the clouds above.

May we meet again in another life, love. May fate let our paths cross once more, and give us a life that has both of us happy together in the future.

I love you, Park Rosé. Always and forever. Remember that.

Goodbye, my love.

— Love, Kim Y/n

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