Love Me Not (Park Rosé x femreader)

Chapter 5

Chapter 5: Divulged
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After that unfaithful night, y/n was never the same.

She did try to act as normal as possible when around the pinks. And so far, it is going well. She knew she had a knack for fooling people with her thick facade, she had been doing it since she was little. But to fool everyone to this extent, she never expected it one bit.

Lately, y/n has been avoiding the dorm at all cost by staying with her mom and spending the night there. But she also doesn't want to raise  any suspicions to them, that is why she still stays in the dorm like how she used to. Still spending time with the pinks every free time.

Jennie, to avoid suspicions as well, still tries to act all sweet towards y/n.

She admit, her love for the latter faded when Lisa started pursuing her all of a sudden. At first, she keeps on turning her down as she already has y/n in her life. But the maknae was just as stubborn as she was.

There'd be a time where Lisa would just kiss her cheek on and off cam. Sometimes, the younger would pull her into an empty closet and have a full make-out session. Gradually, she finds herself falling for the thai.

Their comeback didn't help at all.

She didn't have any time for y/n, always with the girls 24/7.

The night where she can't sleep because the guilt for going behind y/n's back was eating her, the dilemma was there, her mind's a mess, and her head was hurting because of too much thinking, Lisa bursts inside her room at midnight.

Everything happened in a blink of an eye.

She found her body responding to Lisa's touch. Her mind succumbing to the lust, and her heart falling deeply to the thai. Everything went downhill from there.

After that incident, Jennie felt guilty. After all, she once love y/n as well.

So, she tried to revive her feelings for the latter, thinking that the reason for the lost of her love for y/n is because she had been spending more time with Lisa. To add to that, her libido had been disregarded for a long time as she doesn't want to force the younger into doing it, she respects her.

Jennie slept beside y/n again, trying to feel the spark she once felt.

None.

She took her on a date.

Still none.

She kissed her passionately.

But still, no butterflies— only guilt and regret.

"I'm so sorry y/n-yah.... I'm sorry that my heart no longer beats for you" Jennie whispered, stroking the hair of the sleeping girl.

Or does it still?

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"Girls, please be ready. The van will be here in five" Blackpink's manager informs.

Chilling inside their dressing room after a long day, the girls stood and proceeded on the parking lot. With Jennie and Lisa clinging to each other, seemingly inside their own world, they didn't seem to notice that their two other members wasn't behind them anymore. They got into the van and continued their conversation.

Jisoo however, went back to their dressing room after noticing that the aussie wasn't with them. As she peeks in, she saw Rosé on the very same chair, staring vacantly at the wall.

"Chaeyoung-ah, let's go" She wrapped her arms around the latter, who seems to be in a trance still, and drag her with her.

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