Breathless

Her Routine

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Shehnaaz:

It had been a month since our first encounter and I would surely say the month's term couldn't have been spent better. The time I was with him was the best time of my life. This time had helped us both to relinquish any inhibitions we had in the beginning. In a month's length, considered a short span, we had grown much closer to each other than anyone would have imagined. Not physically. No, it was rather emotionally. It's not that we hadn't any little make-out sessions but that's that. Nothing progressed further to my dismay. I hadn't discussed that with him but I know what's stopping him from taking the next step. I know that he wants to do it in the right manner in every way possible.

I usually stayed at Siddharth's place so I could also be in touch with his family often who stayed in the same apartment. Excluding Neetu di's family who stayed blocks away yet comes to Maa's place almost every Sunday, making our meeting quite manageable. But at times, when I was too tired from the shoot Siddharth would go out of his way and carry dinner to my place and stay there with me. Seeing the caring side of him was the hottest thing I had ever seen. He had a very different way of showing his affection for me and I liked it very much. So much that I couldn't stay away from him just a day. He showed me those emotions that he always had hidden from the remaining world. He, not once made me feel less or ignored what I need. He let me be as I'm. He cared for me like I was a little child and gave me his full attention all the time and the most sweetest thing was he invariably held me in his arms when we slumbered. We quarrel at little things which anyway didn't cause bad rifts between us and we haven't yet had our official first fight which I'm very grateful for. All in all, becoming his, was the best decision of my life.

Siddharth's mom had especially become the favorite person of mine and endearingly the feeling was reciprocated by her too. She now cared for me as much as she did Siddharth and more than my own family ever did. I'm awfully glad that even though I'm a misfit in their much-educated family they didn't make me feel out of place and always included me in their talks. Preeti di and Neetu di were as sweet as Maa and treated me with utmost affection and care.

Although Siddharth and I hung out almost every day with each other, there were no more articles published regarding our relationship as there used to be since both our managers jointly had instructed the media hands to not do so. Except for once when Siddharth picked me from sets in the mid-afternoon when our photos leaked on the internet by an overly enthusiastic fan. However, it was also brought under control and there were no more speculations about our wedding, much to our relief.

This afternoon was the last shoot day of my serial which had come to an end. Bidding farewell to everyone at the sets with a profound heart, I went to Maa's place, who had always managed to cheer up my mood other than Siddharth. To my pleasure, Preeti Di was also present in the house.

"Maa! Di!" I went and hugged them while they were settled on the couch, relaxed.

"Hi baccha!" Maa said greeting me with a kiss to forehead.

"Sanaa! set se seedha yaha aayi hai, kya? Kesa rha, tera last day of the shoot?" Preeti Di asked.

"Haa Di, accha tha, sab bol rhe the isse accha ending ho nhi skta"

"Very well, toh what next? kuch naya project mila hai? Aurate tujhe dekhe bina khana kese khayenge raat ko?" Di ended her questions with a teasing smile.

"Projects toh bahut aa rhe hai di pr saare same kind of storyline pe hai, mujhe kuch naya krna hai, jaldbaazi mein galat decision nhi le skti na, isliye kuch sign nhi kiya hai"