Beauty and the Marksman Jason Todd x Reader

Chapter 19: Flashbacks

Y/n's POV

I was in the shower just letting the hot run down my back.

The training this morning with me and Jason, it was.....intense.

I haven't felt his touch for so long, it felt good. I missed him but I never done the....it before. Like sex wise. He would've been my first but I'm not ready it. Even if I was, I don't want to do it with all this happening.

Keeping me locked up, killing, and most of all, I wouldn't doubt if he is going after the others.

I know Jason is better than this.

I sigh as the touch of the hot water run down my back as I let out a sigh. I rub the back of neck and massage my shoulder for a bit and I look up at the ceiling, watching the steam. The hot water is now running down to the front of my bare body feeling the warmth.

After my shower, I push the curtains to the side and I squeeze my hair to take as much water as I can out of my hair. I grabbed an extra towel that was placed folded neatly on top of the toilet seat cover and wrapped it around my bare body.

I step out of the shower floor as I placed my feet on the bathroom rug. I began drying my hair with the other towel and wiping the steam from the mirror with my hand.

The more I look at myself in the mirror, the more I just feel and look miserable. All I want is to go home. I miss everyone so much. I just hope they're looking for me.

I look away from the mirror and I just changed into the clothes Jason gave me.

I walk out of the bathroom as my hair leaves small droplets of water on the floor due from the wetness of my hair. I dry my hair with the towel one more time and I shake my hair to get rid of most of the water. I sit on the bed and I stare off into space, just thinking of the memories I had with Jason before he became who he is today.

Jason and I were running through the garden at the Wayne Manor. We were just teenagers who love competing against each other especially when we're sparing. We were laughing as I run in front of him and ran to the big tree before him.

"Ha! I win, Todd." I laughed at him as I crossed my arms and leaned against the tree.

"Well, you did it again, L/n. I'm guessing you should be rewarded?" Jason winked, placing his hands on both my upper arms.

"Damn right I do." I smiled, grabbing him by the shirt and kissing him on the lips.

Jason smiled into the kiss and pulled me closer to him. I placed my hands on his cheeks and we heard someone clearing their throat. We pulled away and we see Alfred standing there.

"Miss Y/n and Master Jason, Master Bruce wishes to see you both downstairs asap." Alfred replied

"Alright, Alfred. We'll be there." I said, pulling away from Jason and fixing my hair.

"Make sure no marks are shown this time." Alfred smiled, walking away inside the Manor.

"It was one mark, Alfred!" Jason yelled out, rubbing his eyes with his index finger and his thumb.

I smiled at the memory. Just thinking about it made me miss the good times we had. We loved each other and we were carefree.

I heard a knock on the door.

"Who is it?"

"It's me. Jason."

I heard him reply from the other side of the door as I stand up from the bed.

"Come in."

The door opens and Jason walks in, still in his sparing clothes.

"You alright?" He asked, taking a small step inside the room.

"I'm fine. Thanks for asking." I responded, looking away from him.

Jason lets out a sigh and looks at my direction.

"Just so you know, back at the trai-"

"What else are you trying to do? All of this, you're doing is to show what exactly?"

I look back at him and I look at him in the eye. Jason doesn't look happy at my comment.

"I told you, I'm trying to keep you safe. I don't nee-"

"I'm gonna keep cutting you off, Jason. You know damn well that by kidnapping me is not gonna help at all. You really are asking for someone to kick your ass."

"And you sure got more stubborn."

I glared at him as he crosses his arms and gives me a smirk.

'That damn smirk.'

"Which is what I miss."

I scoffed as I rolled my eyes at him. Jason hasn't said a word. He slowly starts walking towards me and sits on the edge of the bed. I slowly sat down next to him as I look away from as I placed my hands on my lap.

"Y/n, listen to me," Jason grabs my hand from my lap.

Jason and I were sitting on the bed laughing as we were watching TV. He looks at me and I look at him back, smiling. He leans in and places a hand on the side of my neck and kisses me.

I kissed him back as I placed my hand from the back of his head and tangle my hand into his hair. We pulled away.

"How'd I get so lucky?" He asked me, tracing his thumb along my jaw.

I smiled at his comment.

"I wish I could say the same thing about you."

Jason and I pressed our foreheads against one another as we relaxed from each other's touches.

"Y/n?"

I shake my thoughts away.

"What?"

Jason stared at me for a moment as he releases my hand and stood up from the bed.

"When I'm done and everything is done for, you can go ahead and live your life. Just like how it was before. Before I came along."

I look at Jason with disbelief.

"You're kidding?"

"Look, I'm not gonna argue with you about this. I'm keeping you sa-"

"Safe? You call this safe? When Bruce, or Dick, or anyone finds me, it's not gonna end well for you."

"Don't push it, Y/n. I'm doing my part on what's best for Gotham." Jason said, turning his head away from me for a moment, takes a deep breath, letting it out and looks back at me. "Me being gone all these years, you have no idea how much anger I have. Especially on Bruce."

"Jason, pleas-"

"I'll bring your dinner up here later." Jason responded, quickly leaving the room, slamming the door and locking it from the outside.

I rubbed my eyes for a moment in frustration.

That's not my Jason.

"Oh, Jason. What are you up to?"