He walked out the bathroom mad and by the time I got out there everyone was gone. I started crying because I fucked up and I can't stop thinking about Mike. Idk why but he's always in my head no matter what I do he won't get out. I don't feel like living anymore, I'm in pain and I don't think this world is for me anymore. And before you ask, no I'm not gonna try to off myself I'm just gonna pray that I die mid surgery. I'm gonna apologize to mohenny by text because I can't look at him right now
Princessa👸❤️🩹
I'm sorry that I upset you, I didn't mean to. If I knew that's how you felt I wouldn't have talked about him, ever.I'm sorry for not telling you I had cancer. When I was younger, I was embarrassed and I thought I would get made fun of because I had a bald spot and because I had cancer.
Carlos told me not to tell anyone. When I told Derek and Vallyk about my mom abusing me and my brother, Derek didn't believe me so Carlos said not to tell anyone about what I went through.
I never thought it would come back but when it did I freaked out and was reminded of what it did to me. I didn't think it was that bad so I ignored it and continued to eat. Then I was constantly throwing it up.
My other tumor was pretty big and the doctor said this one was 2x bigger so I don't know if I'll make it out. If I don't, please keep the kids safe and tell them I love them.
I'm sorry for everything I've done to hurt you and I love you so fucking much Mauricio❤️.
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I knew he wasn't gonna respond for a little while because he's driving and he doesn't check his phone while he's driving especially when the kids are in the car. I texted Derek and Vallyk telling them to come over so we could talk. I wanna tell them before I die if I do.Time skip:
I heard the doorbell ring so I opened the door to see Vallyk and Derek we hugged and they sat on the couch.
V: are you ok y/n?
Y: ye- well no I really need to talk to you guys about something but I don't know if you'll think I'm lying or not and this is serious
D: You can talk to us
V: yea, come sit
Y: I can't, I need to move around
Y: ok so remember when we were 3 and I stopped coming to school for a long time?
V: yea
D: worst years of my life
Y: yea so I had cancer, a brain tumor to be exact. I had to cut a patch of hair off, I had to miss school and all that extra stuff to get the tumor out. I wasn't small but it wasn't big ygm?
D: ok, so you waited to tell us this now why?
Y: because...it's back and bigger. I found out last month but I kept it to myself because I didn't think it was that bad until I started throwing up and went back to the hospital, they scanned my brain and told me the size was bigger than the last. I was gonna keep it to myself because Carlos told me to but then I thought about it and since it's bigger I might not make it out so I told y'all.They looked at me with tears streaming down their faces and I finally sat down and we hugged
D: we'll always be here for you, no matter what and we'll be with you every step of the way
Y: really?
V: yes ofc, we would never let you go though this alone
Y: I love you guys
D: and we love you tooWe hung out for like 30 minutes and then they left, mohenny still isn't back yet so I'm guessing he went straight to work
Mi Corazon🤴❤️🩹
None of that is necessary because we're gonna get through this and we're gonna grow old and have long ass lives, I gotchu ma❤️
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He didn't say I love you back. Maybe he's still mad idk. I went to the store to buy snacks so I can have a lazy day all by myself.+
I was in the freezer aisle getting icees and ice cream, then everything went black.
Mohenny's pov:
Im currently at work and there's an unknown number that keeps calling me. Im not answering because I don't know who it is and im working with a practice case, yes I'm studying to be a lawyer 🙄
Ma: sorry, I have to take this. I'll be right back
Since the person kept calling I stepped out and answered the phone
Ma: hello
Ak: hi this is April Keptner from grey Sloan memorial hospital, is this Mauricio Hernandez?
Ma: ye- yes that's me
Ak: I'm calling to inform you that you are Y/n Chong's emergency contact and she is currently in the hospital. She had a seizure in the store and she has a huge brain tumor. She's now in the icu on life support with a breathing tube.
Ma: umm thank you I'll be there soonI'm trying to keep calm because I don't do well with crying in front of people. I walked inside to let them know I had to leave
Ma: im sorry but I have to go, my girlfriend is in the hospital
+ at the hospital
DL: good afternoon, welcome to grey Sloan memorial Hospital. How may I help you?
Ma: where can I find y/n Chong?
DL: umm she's in room 206 on the 2nd floor
Ma: thank you so much