love overboard

7

Miranda sat down in the attending's lounge and she pulled out her phone and bounced it around in her hands.

She just wanted to call him and hear the deep smooth tone of his voice. She didn't know why but she was very emotional today.

"Hey Bailey." Callie said walking in.

"Bailey? What's wrong?" Callie asking setting down beside her.

"I just want to see how he is doing." Miranda burst out. "I need to know. If he is okay." She said getting over whelmed.

"Oh my God Miranda you love him" Callie's said shocked.

"How could I not love the man who would jump over board for a stranger and risk everything for me ;a woman he didn't know. It's almost like we were meant to be." Miranda cried.

" I'm in love with him." Miranda cried and laughed. It honestly felt good saying it out loud for the first time.

"Miranda what are you going to do. Are you willing to give up your 12 almost 13 year marriage for a man you have only know for three months.

Miranda looked up with tears in her eyes. She honestly didn't know the answer to that question. She was all about a family unit and she loved Tucker. She really did.

"I love Tucker." Miranda said looking at Callie.

"Then you should try your hardest to forget about this man and work on your marriage."

It has been two month since Miranda saw Ben and she didn't call him. She couldn't. She needed to do what Callie said and have a clean Break.

Her and Tucker were on great terms. Tucker and her agreed to compromise and it has been working for their good.

She was working in her lab at work and she loved it more than ever. Discovering new ideas and ways to help patients. Richard didn't want her to be in her lab. "You are a surgeon and surgeons cut." He would tell her constantly.

Miranda got up to go get her something to eat. She honestly wanted a really good burger and fries. After she left to get her lunch from the burger shack up the road. She came back to her lab and ate.

"Hey girl." Callie and Arizona said walking into the room.

Miranda turned facing them. Watching them pull up a chair as she drunk her milkshake.

Callie gave Miranda a knowing look and Miranda gave her back a confused look.

"What!?" Miranda exclaimed looking at them staring at her.

"We have a bone to pick with you." Arizona said.

"If you came here to talk about me being in this lab then you can just shu-

"No, that's not it at all. Why are you keeping things from us Miranda."

"Can you please get to what you are saying." Miranda asked annoyed.

"Why didn't you tell us that you and Tucker are expecting and don't bother telling us that you are not because we know and-

"What the hell are you talking about-" Miranda said with wide eyes.

"We can see it all in your face. The chubby cheeks, your nose, your breast are growing and your ass is wider, so give us a break." Callie said crossing her arms.

Miranda looked down at her milkshake before looking back up at them.

"See and you are drinking a milkshake."

"I am not pregnant." Miranda said seriously making a serious face as well.

"Oh you really didn't know." Arizona said realizing that Miranda wasn't playing.

Miranda stood up pacing the floor. Things began flying around in Miranda's mind. She thought about the calendar, thinking about her period that didn't come. She remembered being nauseous and throwing up at lot her first week of being back home ,but she thought her body was getting use to eating all these foods again and Miranda sitting her drinking this milkshake confirmed it.

She burst into uncontrollable tears. "Oh my God I am pregnant." Miranda cried.

"Aww come here." Callie said taking the shake out of her hand and hugging her.

"It's going to be alright, we can still take the test and see, maybe your hormones are just imbalanced." Arizona said hugging her too.

Miranda , Callie and Arizona went into the bathroom making sure no one was in there before locking the door. She took all three test and peed on them. Before setting them on the counter and washing her hands.

They set a timer and waited. Miranda still had tears falling out of her eyes. She couldn't be pregnant.

The timer went off and Miranda grabbed one off the counter and the words pregnant came on the screen. Miranda dropped it on the ground crying harder than before.

"aww Bailey it's going to be alright. Tucker is going to be happy about this. Didn't you say that you all were doing better." Callie's said.

The mention of Tucker caused Miranda to cry hysterically. Because there was no way in hell that this was his baby. They haven't had sex at all since she has been home. He wanted to ,but Miranda couldn't.

Miranda was pregnant with Ben's child. She knew that she actually had fell in love with him. She knew that by the first month of being on the island.

Callie started to put the test into a zip lock bag. To give to Miranda.

"Right now it seems impossible and hard but just like Tuck. This baby will be the best thing that's ever happened to you. You made a life once again with the man you love. Sharing a piece of a human being with another is a beautiful blessing."

Ben was sitting at work in the middle of a surgery. He sat on his stool watching the surgeon work but all he could think about was Miranda. She invaded his mind every single day. He was in love with a woman he could not have. He wanted to tell her that.

He wanted her to call him and she never did. It has been two month and a week since he seen her at the news station. He was still dating Tiffany and he thought about calling it quits. It was wrong to lead her on knowing that someone has his heart.

Tiffany had surprised him with her lingerie at his home. Wanting to have sex with him. He tried but he couldn't. She just didn't turn him on anymore. He blamed it on the island and just being a different person but it was Dr. Miranda Bailey. The only woman he wanted.

He was thinking about finding her at her hospital and just putting it out there. At least he would tell her how he felt but then that would put her in a bad position with her husband and he didn't want to do that to her either. He shook her head. Trying to clear his thoughts so he could focus on this surgery