Kiss Me

(18) kiss me!

bright's pov

it was a start of a new month, a new week, a new day. it's been a month exactly after me and win broke up. but he didn't leave gmm instead he changed his work with Fong. i was glad about it cause that makes me some chance even to see him. i really dont know what happened for him to take such a hard decision. i know i am at fault. but we both were in this realtionship. if someon eis going to breakup the reason should be known by pith the parties. how can he just take decions about my life individually. a

back at that day when he left the resort i cried as hell. i never cried after my grandmom's funerla. it was had for me to hold up. he was the only person i loved more than anything and anyone in my life. my everything was him. i know he made the scarifice so that i we both can live happily. but my happiness was in with him. how can i be happy wihtout him. why cant he understand that. why cant he understand that i dont care about the people who alwys try to fail me but i love the ones who only loves me. how can i make him understand. 

i was laying in my sofa, at my cabin when p'ed came in.

hey...you up...get this on..she gave me a jacket and a trouser to put on.

where are we going....i got up from my original posisition.

sir...dont you rember...you have the press interview about f4 premiere...

ahh..yes..i forgot..so dew and others...they came...? i asked.

yeah..they already at the room..you are the one left...and odnt worry..this is not a live feedback....you know that right?"  i nodded in response.

and please...dont try to go beyond the script..and they told that they will stream this on tomorrow...so i dont think you will have a rerun too...so please..okay...?

i will try to..cause i cant lie..p'ed..you know that...she was very attentive towards me after win broke up with me. i told p'ed about win cause she was th eonly one who understood me.

wait..i will come...and i went to the dressing room.

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hey..P'bright..how are you..had a nap? it was ton, my co actress on F4 series.

yeah...i guess...i am still sleepy..need to finsh this quicky so i can go back and sleep...i lied. but actually i want to just leave all this and go to win and hig him. and you can be on this cause i have felt thsi feeling like million times a day.

at my back i saw dew and rest, my other actors.... so i threw a hand jab to them as boys did. and they smiled and did the same.

so...are you guys ready...it was the P'tamagodji who was attained as the announcer for the interview. 

yep...bring it on..it was dew at behind. and i smiled.

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there were many questions regarding the upcoming series..like how many episodes..what were the memories we had..how me and ton get along with each other and stuff. eventhough they said this was not a live feed they asked us not to make mistakes as there will be no rerun. so i made sure to not to make any mistake as i dont want the production team get angry over me.

so bright...i widened my eyes and responded.

hmmmm...?

how's your life these days..." this was a qeustion i really hated to asnwer. 

uh..fine..i guess....i lied as i alwsy did.

some people said..you had some love issues back at time..is it true...okay walls have ears too. this was what win told me.