Then We Fell

Chapter Five

Ian's POV

I can't sleep, I can't sleep at all.

All the scenes of what just happened replay in my mind once again.

Kaylee

I know that I'm not even close to nice ... shit I don't give a damn about anyone, and I especially don't care what others think of me ...they can all go to hell for all I care. 'Kaylee' her name just keeps on torturously ringing in my head ...Mason told me earlier today that he would head over at Kaylee's for an invite, that sort of shit ...I'm not even sure why I had done it but I told him that I'd do it ...to be honest, I care less about these parties they only serve a purpose for one-time screws and getting wasted ...and I can read my brother from head to toe, but I wonder he's intention are.

It was a dick move to say all those things to her...And I could have cared less because that's just me ...but when she looked right at me with those eyes of hers ....something in me changed, something in me didn't want to see her hurt, for the first time I actually wanted to apologize to someone for my shitty behavior... but NO I can't let those emotions in which is why I decide to be a dick towards everyone at least then I wouldn't have to care about anyone's damn emotion ...

fuck emotion

Instead, I take out my boxing gloves and train, until my body withers out and my feet and hands go numb ' just let the pain in ...right now it's just my brother and I, my father is in some part of the country .. I'd care less really he's always been so glued to his work since mum past, in fact I'd be damn surprised if he even remembered he has children ...

After my shower, I decide to take out my paintings something I've not done in a really long time shocking to say I'm not that bad ... I'm not really sure why I even have them in my hands because I put them away for a reason .....curse this

She reappears in my mind once again of course I have had plenty of girls to screw, they don't call me the King dick for nothing, I remember how it felt running my lips against her soft skin, hearing her silently moan against me drove big Ian down their crazy, that the only barrier were those tight little shorts that I so badly wanted to remove,...cupping her ass and running my hands against her body ... I feel my bulge grow just by thinking about it...am now staring at the painting i just did right now and immediately i dispose of it and put aside of the rest...

this doesn't mean anything ... she means nothing to me, like the rest she's just a pawn to me and it will stay that way ...

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