Then We Fell

Chapter Eight

In a perfect world we wouldn't be were we are right now, in a perfect world I'd be smiling, laughing without worries with both my parents happily by my side
In a perfect world I would have had friends like a normal person , I'd have had a normal life as a teenager living out my life instead of the running

But this isn't a perfect world and I guess things happen for a reason right

As at now I'm now used to my daily routine...

Morning I have my first class with Emma she talks about her day ,she's the first person I've ever been this close to and this being because of her frolic, persistent nature
even I wouldn't have been friends with me

Lunchtime is when am mostly greeted by the presence of the Blackwell brother's
Mason usally displays that charming smile of his,
And Ian shows no sign of enthusiasm around anything.. sometimes I wonder what goes through that head of his

Anyways but in my best avail I just try not to meddle in anyone's businesses

Looking over my scheme schedule My next class starts in ten minutes ,
Just enough time ,to make a stop for the bathroom
I'm now done doing my business and just as I'm about the storm out someone blocks my path

What the hell !

"If it isn't 'the 'o' so mysterious goth girl I've heard of"

" I mean I really don't see anything interesting about you,so my concern is why Mason and Ian have developed a sudden interest in a pest like you ," Amy spit the word like venom

'Excuse me! interest in me, Ian barely spares me a glance so what the hell is this chick talking about'

I remember her as the bimbo Ian made out with that day I sat besides my bedroom window

Just from the way she looks at me on some very occasional encounters I could tell that nothing grateful would come out of this girl's mouth

But I have no time for this crap so Instead I avert her and reach for the door but her two little pests block my way out

" Not so fast lab rab!, let's make one thing clear , I'm here to remind you of your place , don't ever think you can fit in with us, especially not the Blackwells Mason and Ian wouldn't give a shit about you either way"
She Snickers the last part putting emphasis

"I'd simply request you craw back to the hell hole you came from"

Her words do get me ... it's hurtful but I try to put a stern expression

" But let me tell you one thing the only thing mason and Ian are good at is getting in girls pants, but between you and I ,you don't look like you're Worth the fuck " she beams

"You know , I knew you were a snobby bitch , but most definitely didn't think that little old me would be much of a bother to anyone " I start

" Is your whore little self been used up so many times that neither of them are paying any attention to you "

" Figures I guess you're being treated as the person you naturally are ...a slut in everyone's eyes "

"Now if you would excuse me, I have better things to do "

I could see the anger and fury on her face as I walked past them

And yes was most definitely satisfied with her expression

Damn 20 minutes late for class...

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The rest of my day didn't go nicely because I stumbled with every thing I did
I don't know why I let Amy's words get to me that much because I really didn't care about her or anyones opinion