let's start it with:
i wanted to tell you that for the first time in my life, i wanted to be bare
unlike before when i am doubtful enough to show my vulnerability.
i wanted to tell you that you opened a door of willingness to fight for my feelings
unlike before when i am careless enough to let people go without a fight.
i wanted to tell you that i'm still perplexed with the thought of you liking me so i want reassurances
unlike before when i am coward enough to ask for validity.
i wanted to tell you that you completed my unlisted list of ideal standards without both of us knowing it
unlike before when i am busy enough stressing myself with red flags and turn offs.
and most of all, i wanted to tell you that you are the positive thing that has been added into my life that eliminates the blues and clouds in my long dead paradise.
i always wanted to tell you all of this but then i wanted anything but to overwhelm you
so i will just keep this in my pocket until fate tricked me and flew this poem at your hands.
YOU ARE READING
capricious style
Losowea compilation of written work that lacks firmness, and instead, is full of sudden changes. genre: random // english
